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hey guys.. dont really use fb but thankyou for your birthday messages. truth is i dont celebrate my birthday anymore..meaning its not about me. i celebrate God creating me 44 years ago and giving me life..protecting me all this time and blessing me with a loving wife and 7 beautiful children. i thank Him for saving me 3.5 years ago and healing me of depression and anxiety that i had for 30 years.. ive been free from it all for 3 and a half years..no medication. now i celebrate the day i was born again and healed and given a new life..a second chance. since then ive had true joy and a real reason to celebrate life..i was a dead man walking till that day..struggling with su***de and just wanting to die..i hid it as best i could till it was impossible. i locked myself away in my car bodyshop for 3 months not seeing the light of day or any one..for 3 months i battled with myself to end it all..after failed attempts in my life i knew it had to be successful this time. at my lowest point i screamed in to the air...GOD IF YOU ARE REAL..SAVE ME!. after that i felt more ashamed and depressed that now ive stooped so low to call out to a myth. an hour later something happened to me that no words can explain or articulate. Jesus revealed Himself to me and i went from crying in sorrow and pain to crying in joy and love, a feeling i never could of imagined possible. i fell to my knees and begged for forgiveness and started forgiving everyone in my life to.that day everything changed. since then ive had joy..ive been the strongest ive ever been. in fact i never knew i could be this strong. but my strength isnt from me, its from God thats in me, Jesus is the way the truth and the life..and that day that i encounterd Jesus was my true birthday.
that is the day i celebrate forever more..but i am very thankfull i was created 44 years ago and for those 44 years i give God all the glory.. i was a wicked and sinful man before that day.. im still a sinner as we all are but this time i have been redeemed and live my life for God in as best as i can. im in working progress and hope God will use me for His glory in helping others .at least to know the truth..that we were all created by Him and He loves us....YOU..so much.
God bless you all and your families Jesus loves you all even if you dont know Him yet you will one day.