Won’t off myself today lol

bitching about my abusive stepdad slay # #

being the child of an alcoholic My stepdad was in my life between the ages of 8-14, but kept reappearing after the age of 14 not only in dreams but in social media DMs, sometimes I’d see him in the street and speed walk away in t…

blog post about my travels in Paris 🇫🇷🥖

Paris If you’re interested in German music (the best Menschen are), Paris is a banging song by Jeremias. If I remember the German well enough from my first year oral exam: es ist ein echter Ohrwurm. Ohrw…

new blog post about developing self compassion and celebrating progress, no matter how small!!

tw: ref to su***de/SH

small progress is progress I think we can all be really hard on ourselves from time to time, sometimes all the time. The journey to self compassion is long, it takes time, it takes effort, it’s not linear. I just think life …

written a bit about OCD and how it usually manifests itself and how it affects me personally, my ultimate verdict is that I don’t recommend it tbh xx

hope u slay the rest of ur day

what OCD is rly like Even in 2023, a year where there seems to be much more awareness surrounding mental health conditions than in the past, I hear people considering OCD to be little more than blatant perfectionism or…

post about how to overcome unhealthy coping mechanisms and replace them with healthier alternatives 🥵🥵🥵

nurturing self compassion and distress tolerance When suffering from a mental illness or even multiple mental illnesses, more people than not will develop unhealthy coping mechanisms. This could be self harm, unprotected s*x, unsafe or excessive …

hoping to stay consistent with the posts from here on out, apologies for the absent period # # #

I’m back s***s ### Hey!!! I’m so sorry for going MIA for about 3 weeks, I believe. I just needed to take some space for myself. I had a bit of a mental health blip, but I’m feeling better now and ready to again sprea…

currently detoxing from a medication I was reliant on for 3 years n I’m enjoying a life with no energy to do anything I enjoy 😍😍 live laugh love, it’s literally been a month n still feel like a dog that’s just got its bo****ks removed

that’s why I’ve barely been posting, soz for that, DMs still always open

I was thinking like there’s a lot of stuff I’d rly like to write about but can’t bc I’m not informed enough, so like if u would like to guest post (either with credit or anonymously if preferred) pls DM me: I would love that. I actually have a decent amount of readers like the stats show that people in diff countries read it which is bizarre to me. But ye writing about ur experiences could rly help some1!!!! N that’s what life is all about rly. Spreading love n helping others.

topic ideas (not exhaustive): s*x/s*xuality, gender, LGBTQ+ issues, racism and ethnic identity, nutrition and disordered eating, chronic illness or health/healthcare generally, discrimination of any sort, self care, current affairs, hobbies and interests, advice n s**t u wish you’d known sooner, etc etc etc

you could even just have a rant about whatever and as long as it doesn’t insult or ostracise a group of people I’d probs be down to post it

sending love and hope ur week is going swell ❤️ sorry to everyone I’ve been annoying since I became ill, I’m v moody when I don’t feel well xoxo

this week someone I know took their own life, it’s so tragic and it’s made me realise how fragile life is and how important it is to talk about what’s going on in your mind

I’m always a safe person to talk to

Talking is brave

Talking about su***de This week I heard of the passing of my ex partner. She took her own life after a lifetime of suffering with various mental health conditions and a lot of trauma. It’s hit me in a way I’d never have…

I’ve struggled in terms of my relationship with food recently but I’m trying to get physically healthy again so I can be as happy and productive as can be 😍

Whether you’re trying to lose weight, gain weight or maintain, whether or not you have or have had a healthy relationship with food, you’re not alone. DMs always open x

My relationship with food My relationship with food is complex and has changed a lot throughout time. I’m fully aware that I am fat, and there’s a lot of fat phobia in the media and general society. Fat people are typically…

If u are related to me pls don’t read this post 🥲

The s*x education I received in school was p**s poor, here are just some of the basics that I’ve learned throughout the years 🙂

S*x is nothing to be ashamed of.

How to not get preggers or the clap lol Okay so most people love sh****ng. Some people don’t, and that’s completely valid, shout out to my as*xual besties. S*x is cool and stuff but it’s dangerous. I know like being told it can kill you …

I had so many questions before I started therapy!! I’ve tried to answer them in this post. ❤️

https://wontoffmyselftodaylol.wordpress.com/2023/02/08/what-going-to-therapy-is-actually-like/

tw: mention of self harm/abuse

what going to therapy is actually like Deciding to start therapy is one of the bravest things you can do! In the past I’ve written about ways you can access it both privately and through the HSE/NHS/charities. But I had so many unanswer…

blog post about being ill (it’s legit just a tiny baby flu but I’m treating it like I’m on the organ donation waiting list)

pls be kind to urself when u are sick x

Melanie Martinez pity party (I’m sick) I’ve caught cholera, I’ve 3 days left to live. I’m going to spend the entire period reminiscing on my youth, playing Club Penguin, eating steak bakes, wishing better for the world. Okay so I legit …

SORRY FOR THE 3AM POST LOL
I tend to get creative @ nite # # #

New blog post: basically about early signs I was gay that I ignored and how I have experienced self acceptance as a q***r woman 😍🏳️‍🌈

Hope ur day is fit x

Early signs I was gay which I ignored/my gay pride 🏳️‍🌈 I genuinely believe that we are born the s*xuality we identify with. A lot of people will disagree with this. There is the argument that s*xuality is fluid and whilst that holds credence in some se…

a little memoir about the s**ttest holiday I’ve ever been on, to blackpool 😍😍 destination of dreams x

The worst holiday of my life I was a very angsty closeted teenager and this would often put a dampener on my family’s annual summer holiday. However, we would generally always have a good time. But there’s this one holiday tha…

good morning ❤ (it’s 00:24 so technically morning??)

new blog post just uploaded: just some advice/support for when u have an episode/mh blip/relapse

U are not alone!! DMs always open.

Recovery is not linear!! I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been having a bit of a mental health blip. I document all my good times so it’s important to also acknowledge the bad. Because bad days happen, bad weeks…

today’s post is about OCD. Riddled my whole life mate, but recovering!! Recovery is possible and you’re deserving of it ❤ if u have any questions about OCD or just want to talk message me x

OCD OCD is something I’ve had my whole life (fu***ng riddled mate). So many people don’t understand it, they perceive it as a mere love of organisation or cleanliness. I can assure you it’s much more t…

mental health matters!!!
had so many bad mh days in my time, whilst they’re quite rare these days for me they still happen, I’m having one today but it’s just one of those things innit.
if ur in the same boat pls remember I’m proud of u and ur gonna be ok everything is going to be fine n u will get thru this
blog post abt self care tips for when ur in the s**tter mentally ❤️

basic self care for when u feel like a rabbit with piles I am in the process of recovery from my mental health issues, which is lovely and so s*xy but it wasn’t always this way. I’ve been in really low places, where self care hasn’t been a priority when …

happy birthday my beautiful flock 😍

Made a day in the life post, pretending to be the main character ✨. This was actually so fun to write! I’m so busy these days and I’m thriving like a plant that’s been p**sed on, genuinely loving life at the moment. ❤️

Hope u have a fit day # # #

Day in the life of an unemployed d**e I used to be obsessed with vlogs of people going about their daily lives, especially studytubers (who often encouraged unhealthy study habits but we move!!). I figured it’d be kinda funny to share …

I missed my flight to Dublin and to kill time waiting for the next one I wrote a blog post about it 😍 time savvy hun

I missed my flight!! In true le***an fashion, I am in a long distance relationship with a beautiful little midget (she’s 3ft 2) from Swansea. We literally live 490km apart but it’s chill because Ryanair is doing us a s…

Coming out and how I knew I was a bender xoxo

how I knew I was a fag x I’ve come out more times than I’ve had hot dinners. For years I kept flitting between bis*xuality and (rampant, might I add) le***anism. I think all along in some sense I knew I was a le***an. I th…

Blog post about emetophobia (fear of vomit), kinky I know 🥵

ew what I’m afraid of sick Emetophobia is the s*xiest disorder that has ever existed. Nobody likes sick (I pretend to be into “vomit play” when men DM me, which surprisingly happens a lot despite the fact I’m fat and le***an…

❤️‍🔥

Post abt bad days 😡😡 let’s be in the s**tter together (no I’m not into skat)

bad day I’m on the long dusty used tampon laden (sorry I’m trying to be descriptive like Tennessee Williams xx) road to mental health recovery. Some days are good, some days are fantastic, but recovery isn…

your favourite uni drop out just wrote a post about her experience at Cambridge 😎 why I’m talking about myself in the third person I’ll never know

What it’s like being a cam girl (Cambridge student lol) I’m notorious in my family and my old college and school for being a Cambridge drop out. Like it’s genuinely embarrassing but I use it as a personality trait because I’m a quirky quirky gal. I figu…

Poems I wrote about recovery

Disclaimer: they’re s**t but I wanna share cos reading something like this from someone who’s been thru the s**tter mentally would’ve given me hope when I was ill

Poems I wrote about recovery Okay so in case this is your first time stumbling across this s**t show of a blog, I’m Kate. I’m in the process of recovering from a s*xy plethora of mental illnesses (slay). Whilst I was getting o…