Going Merry

Let's do this together LORD. 💙
All the power and glory are Yours, forever. 😊
I am claiming!
Gherry Rose Mortero Escober, CPA
Rookie Highflyers Club July 2021 ❤️

Book: From a place called love by Joena San Diego 💙

I made it! 😊
I am not late for the shuttle bus. Yehey! 🤸
I know this is just a simple thing, but I failed 4 consecutive times as I tried. So this is a big win for me. 😊
Yesterday, I was also late for the 3rd time.
It felt a little heart breaking because it is just a simple task, why I can't make it. I feel down, I did not post anything yesterday.
But today, finally, I was able to make it.
I had a productive morning by delivering the pillowcase ordered from Mama and going to shuttle bus pick-up point. I had a pretty long walk which also serves as exercise. 😊

Indeed, no matter how small your wins are, it meant big for each persons point of view. 💙

This is the view above my head at the shuttle bus pick-up point and my selfie at the shuttle bus. 😁

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Do not compare your self to others, each of us bloom in the right season. 💙

Indeed, it is easy said than done.
Many times I felt down because I envy how other's life bloom beautifully while mine don't.
Why others can do this, while I can't.
Why they have those, while I don't.
Why they can succeed, while I see myself as a failure of life.

I am on a pause, trying to look on my life, thinking about the blessings I had. . I am not a failure. I am a work in progress. Someday I will also bloom beautifully, everyday I will fight this demon inside me. I will not compare, I will have my perfect time. I have faith, my season will come. 🌹

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Say hi to Mama's lovely roses. 💙

In 2026, I'll have my own house with a beautiful Bougainvillea fence that has a view of sunset & sunrise, tapos may nakapark na blue car. 💙

Don't let resentment and anger get the better of you!
-Jimbei, First Son of the Sea

We have to live without leaving any regrets.
-a reminder from Fire Fist Ace

It's been a long while since I passed this street at this certain time. .
It felt nostalgic, like everything's normal again amidst the Covid-19 pandemic.

There was no shuttle bus tonight for reason I am not aware of. Therefore, I commute going home. The usual routine of 5mins. walk, Tricycle, walk, Jeep, walk but with 30mins. waiting time for the public vehicles. And let us blame Friday for that. 😂

My morning and night commute almost killed my feet that are clad with heels. . Yes morning because I was not able to catch the morning shuttle bus again. 2feat, yay. I am sorry feet and self. I woke up a little early than yesterday but got busy taking picture of my mother's roses and some stuff. I was not able to manage my time so well, and voila I am 3mins. late. Yes, I am a work on progress in time management. .

The only beautiful thing that happened on my shuttle bus misfortune tonight is I once again pass this street. It brings warm, kind memories seeing this street.

You see that?
When you divert your attention and appreciate the journey the struggles have been a worth-while ride. .
Hope you can also see the beauty in your current struggles. 😊

This is my shadow, with my big bagpack upfront. 😂

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Naiwan ako ng shuttle bus kanina. .

It was 8am already when I check my phone nung makita ko sa antayan na walang nakapila na employees so baka umalis na yung bus.
Kaya hindi na ako pumara, hindi na ako bumaba sa antayan. Ang on time naman ngayon ng bus. "Sayang" -nasa isip ko.

Tumigil sa stoplight yung jeep and pagkalingon ko sa harap, nasa harap ng bus yung jeep.
I tried to look at the stop light kung ilang seconds pa.
Baka pwede pa akong bumaba at sumakay sa bus. Kahit nakakahiya. .
Kaso hindi ko makita yung seconds remaining sa stoplight. .
With all the battles inside my head, hindi ako bumaba. Roughly 50seconds siguro umandar na yung bus at tuluyan na nga akong naiwan.
So commute na ako papupuntang office.
5min. Walk, ride 1 jeep, walk, ride 1 trike, walk. Spent additional P34 on transpo today and shed some sweat. Wag ka, ang dami ko pang dala, nakaheels & dress pa ako. 😂

See that?
Because I did not try my luck of chasing the bus at dahil nahiya ako, dami kong naging struggles at pagod.

Actually, this is the third time na nangyari sa akin ang incident na to, 1st time hindi ko hinabol yung bus, the 2nd time hinabol ko. Successful naman ako. Nilunon ko na lang yung hiya ng paglakad sa gitna ng kalsada at biglaang pagsulpot sa bus isle. 😂

Pero thinking now, anu nga bang nakakahiya?? Wala naman talaga eh. Nasa isip ko lang yung hiya. Feeling high and mighty. Minsan naman talaga kinakapos ng time ang tao at naghahabol ng bus. . 😂

This is me on the start of my first 5min. walk going to office. 😂
Anyways, I got to work on time and safe. Thank God. 💙

Did you experience this already?
Anung mga moment yung dami mong pagod na nasayang, dahil nahiya ka? 😅

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Today, I received a message that triggers me to become violent and to react negatively on this person's remarks on my action.
I rant to my hearts content to my closest friends but replied to that persons remark the kindest way I could. Nagjoke pa ako.

But internally, I feel like, there is nothing wrong with doing that so bakit may ganyang comment ka pa? Lahat na lang ba ng gagawin ko may comment ka pa?
I don't know why that person should pin-point that action of mine as if that person is my supervisor.
Anyways, like I have said below we are entitled of our own opinion naman, so I'll just let that go. But since I don't see anything wrong with that action. I will still continue doing it.
I know I started doing that certain action after we had a conflict, but I am doing this now, not because of that conflict but just a heads up to everyone in the team and to avoid future misconception.

Naging plastic ba ako kay other person?
No, I just chose to respond kindly and let the remarks go. Sayang pa sa oras makipagtalo sa kanya, may kanya-kanya din kasi tayong perspective, values and opinion. We just have to respect that and live with it.

Have you ever done that?
To respond kindly, kahit internally ay gusto mo ng magreply ng pake mo ba gusto kong ishare eh. Ignore mo na lang kung hindi helpful sayo yung info. 😂

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Two hours before March 1, 2021:
I feel extra excited, I jot down the trainings I should attend for my part time job. Updated by March calendar. Schedule the things I should fix on my room. Day 1 excites me, it feels like January 1, February 1. It gives me hope and courage to start again. To do the things I planned to do on the first two months but failed to accomplish. It's like I can give myself another chance, to redeem myself and to do more productive and beneficial things now.

First hour of Monday:
I cry myself to sleep. I had a fight with a family and it's like all the pent up emotions, worries and hurt burst out. As in hagulhol with sipon. As in breakdown, cry and surrender.

Actual Monday:
Sakit tuloy ng ulo ko pagkagising. . Tsaka walang gana. .
Spent 60% of my day watching One Piece.
Was not able to concentrate on work, I only attended on the urgent matters and emails.
Was not able to took a bath. Naghilamos and change clothes lang before matulog.
Hindi nakawalis at lampaso sa kwarto ko. .

Imbis na mafrustrate na naman ako sa sarili ko at mas madepress. I just console myself saying okay lang yan. Nakawork ka padin naman. Bawi ka na lang bukas, mas maging productive ka. Hindi lang sa day job, kundi sa side hustle. May remaining 30days pa, isipin mo na lang pahinga yung today. Sabi nga ni Negative Princess dito: Good things will happen to you someday.

And today, I choose to be kinder to myself. ✨

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