Eulb Write-Ups

ALONE LAST

Always
Love
Oneself &
Never
Expect

Love
Always
Stays but
Tragic things awaits

Buhay ko ay makulay
Minahal at inalagaan upang maging buhay na buhay
Siya ang naging dahilan nito
Buhay ko na hindi magulo

Minsan man lang kami mag usap
Kasi buhay estudyante aking ganap
Maka uwi ako sa amin siya ang aking hanap hanap
Asan kana aking mahal? Hinahanap ko ang 'yong yakap

Inaruga at inalagaan mo ako mula pagkabata
Katuwang ni inay ikaw ang gumagawa
Lahat na sakripisyo mo para sa amin
Kaya kami ay sumisikap para makabawi din

Ngunit isang malaking problema ang dumating
Haligi nami'y nawala sa aming piling
Ama ko di ko man nagawa ang lahat
Pero mahal kita kahit di ko napapakita ng sapat

Minsan ma'y di pa'to natatanggap
Pero sisikapin ko para di magmukhang nagpapanggap
Masakit na mawala ka O aming mahal
Pero kailangang tanggapin ng buong dangal

Sa ating muling pagkikita Ama
Aalagaan mo kami pati si Mama
Ipagpatuloy namin ang buhay kahit wala ka na
Kasi alam nami'y ikaw parin ay andyan nag aaruga

Sa lahat ng bagay ikaw ang katuwang
Ngayon lahat ay gagawin upang ibuo ang mga naiwan mong puwang
Mahal kita aking Ama
Sa ating muling pagkikita

GOIN' HOME

Anger, jealousy, joy and lust. Why do I have all this in my life? Am I really human? am I really like that? I feel greed, I feel pain.

Why? Why am I feeling these things? What is the answer to this feeling of mine? The questions in my head about who or how I am here on earth are so many. I don't know what to do.

Should I kill? Should it be ok? Where should I go? where will my life go I'm dirty, that's not me.

Where is my path really taking me? While walking and without stopping to ask, I tripped over someone. A stranger, I see. Why did I feel sorry for this stranger? Who is this man that, when I look into his eyes, I want to cry, want to leave all of me behind?

Who is this stranger who wants me to notice everything I do? As I continued my journey to find the answers, my path led me to a place. A place that warmed me, protected my doubts and helped me. This place is with him and his home. A place called me to deliver everything.

To cleanse every part of me from the choices I have made to the path I will take. And this place is a home where I began a new life of humility and found truth and honor.

📷 Kuya RC🥰

COLOR FROM ABOVE

I felt lost, with nowhere to go and only darkness and emptiness. My world is gray and the color is dull. I sinned and have never looked back. I attempted to proceed, but there was still nothing. I want to come to a halt and lose everything. But there's a whisper telling me to keep going, to keep moving forward, and to believe what I'm telling you. As my journey progresses, I become tired, but then light appears. Nobody could have predicted this light. I saw this light, and not just any light, but a rainbow of colors as a result of your presence. A presence that everyone would like to see. You were the source of that presence.A symbol made of the colors you displayed tells me that You will always be present. That You are the fulfillment of His promise. You are the Promised One. You sent this rainbow to remind me that You are the promise, not the pride.

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Kaibigang Tunay, Sa Panginoon sila'y Gabay

Isa, dalawa, tatlo.
Ilang beses kana bang natalo?
Ilang beses na bang pumasok sa iyong ulo
Ang mga katagang, 'ayaw ko na, suko na ako'
Dahil ramdam mo na ika'y nag-iisa
Sa mundong ginagalawan, walang kang kasama
Na kahit sa pamilya'y di mo madama
Ang pagmamahal, suporta at kahit man lang ang kanilang presensya.
At bigla mong naisip na ang buhay ay wakasan
Dahil di mo makita ang iyong tunay na kabuluhan
Kaibigan,
teka lang -
Bago ka man mag-isip ng kung ano-ano
Subukan mo munang pakinggan ako
Alam kung wala ako sa lugar para nagpayo
Dahil una sa lahat, magkaiba tayo.
Iba 'yang mga dinaranas mo sa dinaranas ko
Iba ang pamamaraan natin nang pagresulba ng sariling kaso
Dahil magkaiba tayo,
Magkaiba ang ginagalawan nating mundo.
Pero kahit na magkaiba man tayo
Kaibigan, andito ako
Di para magmukhang may mataas na pinag-aralan kesa sa'yo
Di para pangaralan ka o kung ano
Nandito ako, kaibigan, bilang kaibigan mo.
Kaibigan, na tanging presensya ko lang ang maihahandog ko
Andito ako
Handang makinig at dumamay sa'yo
Di ko lubos mabatid kung bakit sa dilim gusto mong manatili
Makulay sa labas, ba't si mo subukang mamalagi
Dahil ba takot ka?
Natakot ka na sumabay sa mga alon ng buhay?
O natatakot ka na muling sumabalay?
Kaibigan, isang kaduwagan 'yan
Ang buhay ay sinusulong, di inuurungan
At wag pairalin ang kaduwagan
Andyan ang Panginoon, handa kang gabayan
At di ka pababayaan sa ano mang laban
Dahil una sa lahat, kaibigan
Panalo kana, bago ka pa lumaban.
Kung hindi ka pa rin kumbinsedo
At gusto mo pa rin na sa kadiliman magtago
Hali ka't maglaro tayo
Alam mo ba ang larong tagu-taguan na ngayo'y uso?
Kaya bago ka man malunod ng lubusan
Sa kawalan na dati ay kalawakan
Ang aking kamay ay iyong hawakan
Sige, ating laruin ang larong tagu-taguan
Alam kong di na ito bago, isang makalumang laro
Kung pagod kanang maging taya, ibigay mo sa'kin, ako ang sasalo.
Pero bago ang lahat, ipangako mo sa'kin
Na kahit ilang oras lang, kakalimutan ang mga pasanin
Ngunit kung ang paglimot ay di magawa, isantabi mo muna kaibigan
At ang larong tagu-taguan ay ating sisimulan.

Tagu-taguan, maliwanag ang buwan
Tayo nang maglaro sa dilim-diliman --
Teka lang kaibigan,
Di mo pa rin ba naiintindihan?
Maliwanag ang buwan,
Di mo na kailangan pang magtago sa dilim-diliman
Andyan ang liwanag handang gumabay
Tulad ng panginoon na di ka isasablay.
Andito ako, andito kami
Padala ng Panginoon para maging katuwang mo lagi
Kaya wala ng dahilan para sa dilim ay manatili
Ahon na kaibigan, at sa pagharap ng makulay na buhay, sa ami'y sumapi.

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BAYANING DI NAKILALA

Andaming ibig sabihin ng salitang bayani
Bayani dahil tumulong, bayani na sa iba pinagmalaki
Pero meron tayong mga bayani na di man lang napansin
Sa kanila tayo dapat magpasalamat at bigyan pansin

Kung di dahil sa kanila
Walang mga laman ating mga sikmura
Sila ang dahilan
Na ang bigas di nawawalan

Bayani sila na di nakita
Bayani sila na di natin napamukha
Lahat tayo ay may sariling kinikilala na bayani
Pero sila, sila ang tunay na dpat ipagbunyi

Sakripisyo sa init at ulan kanilang ginagawa
Sakit sa ktawan kanilang dinadama
Mga bayaning tunay na di nakita
Mga magsasaka na ating bigyang halaga

Sila ng dahilan na tayo ay may bigas na kinakain
Kaya sila ay ipakilala at ipagmalaki rin
Mg bayaning tunay at dapat pahalagahan
Kasi di dahil sa kanila wla tayong bigas buwan buwan

Mga magsasaka'y bayani na di pinaglaban
Kaya sa atin dapat simulan
Ipagmalaki, ipagsigawan
Mga magsasakay dapat kilalanin at bigyan pansin, dahil sila ang tunay na bayani ng ating bayan
At yan ang unang naging kabuhayan ng sangkatauhan

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No Goodbyes

Looking into your delicate eyes, I see a charm that makes me smile. Because of the cuddles you gave me, I feel like I'm not alone on every journey. A brother, sister, friend, and companion. I see joy, positivity, and laughter in you, but this isn't the end of our relationship. Your precious love and simple cuddles motivate me to work hard and do anything without hesitation. Nothing, not even the heat of summer or the chill of winter, can take my emotions away when I see you pondering me. You make me proud, you give me hope, I may be sad, but you make everything better and dope. Summer, my everything. We may be far away.

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"Lasong Relasyon"

Isang bagay na di kayang maiwasan
Bagay na pwede pagsimulan ng kaguluhan
Di pagkaka ayos, hiwalayan at di pagpapansinan
Dito talaga magsisimula ang lahat ng ayaw natin gustong datnan

Pero kaya ko ba labanan yung itong sakit galing sa inuming ito?
Yun ang di ko alam at di ko mapagtanto
Ano nga ba meron dito sa inuming ito na adik na adik kayo
Sakit lang sa kalusugan ang matatamo mo

Gusto kong umiwas sa ganyang senaryo
Yung makasama ang isang lasinggero
Pero sana maintindihan nyo
Na ayoko, ayoko magka eksena ng ganito

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Beginnings from Raindrops
Anxiety, Trauma, Sickness, Longingness. The illness I never imagined that would take me back to be alone. Every time I feel guilt unto myself, for the betrayals I made and the brokenness I done to others. Like the rain their is sorrow in every part of my life. Death, hallucination, war these are what bothers me the most. But every time I look into the window seeing the raindrops splitter and splatter there hides a spark a of light which gives me hope that I can face everything not alone.
Every light I see outside the window is a sign. A sign that God never fails to give us a new beginning. A beginning of love, joy, peace and to stand up. Facing our trials and difficulties. Wipe up those tears for there is hope, there is faith and there is God who will always wipe our tears and let us stand for a new beginning.

"Lit Incandescence"

Description:
I am in sorrow, I am in pain, I never been in this kind of trauma in my life. Seeing people rushing in and out of hospital doors, I see murmur of longingness for their loved ones. Then darkness came in and my eyes never sought any light, but a voice came to whisper and said "Dont be afraid, I am with you". Catching my breath I close my eyes and told myself, " God if you are here send me light".
Opening my eyes I saw this candle with sparks of fire that created light for my way.
That is the reason that I never lose my faith for even a single light of a candle God will provide. God will surely be with me and you for sure.

"PARADISE CAN'T BE FAR OFF"

Description:
This previous road of life I'm traveling It's been long and winding It's legitimate.
To be that because it might,
it's been simple technique of living since the day God I met you.
Goodness there are numerous valleys currently
and once more the mountain edge I've seen.
Paradise can't be that distant or the spot that's famed for my dreams.
Paradise can't be that far off
within the shining of an eye fixed I will be able to show up.
Goodness these feet have journeyed such countless miles.
Also, my soul has been torturously endeavored so the road has been for so long.
I'm wholly tired and looking for the evening I do know in my heart presently.
Paradise can't be that distant I'm wanting off within the distance.
For a town that's shimmering thus wonderful
they assert the streets are most immaculate gold.
One constant day while not night I feel a desire in my soul.
Though I do know not the hour or day I trust it'll be terribly soon.
Paradise can't be that far off.

"Devotion's Hue"

Description:
I see your adoration for me in colors sprinkled across the sky, feel it in the delicate downpour as it tumbles from one leaf to another as it sticks to a velvet petal and shines in the sun, hear you murmur in the branches up above as you brush your fingers through the leaves gleaming in the first part of the day light, wherever I look I see what love you have for me in all that You make, in all that You do.

"Sunkissed of Heaven"

Description:
The sun has just risen. Yes, the sun rises and flees as fast as darkness. I felt something, and I didn't feel calm for a while. Yes, I feel calm, so warm and beautiful. Because it is calm, and good morning. No hustle and bustle, nothing happened. There is no pain caused by tragedy, no disaster or crime to shed tears. Only the simple, kind, and warm light shines on me, emitting a soft and clean light from high above. The breeze touched me. This is a new day, oh how I hope it stays like this. But then I discovered that this might be because God said that if I think of him, he will let me stay in a perfect world. Yes, if I remember, I can stay all day in this beautiful morning. He is with me.. Oh yes, Jesus loves me constantly with a warmer love than the new morning light. Bad things may happen today, but I will be fine, because I know that the Lord is with me and his love will comfort and hug me. Yes, his love is stronger than anything that may happen today. If I remember it, I will have the peace I see in this morning light.

"A VISION OF HOPE"

Description:
I was truly pi**ed. Indeed, I had a magnificent view. In any case, presently it is my day away from work, and I need to relax. Ideally, discover peace. So I pray that Lord gives me His mercy. In the event that He could lead me to a spot of serenity. A position of harmony. Taking a walk, I desire to discover the beauty of life. Furthermore, as I walk, I get myself in contact to nature. Indeed, there sitting on the seashore. I feel comfortable, for I know that God is with me. There is a light cool breeze blowing delicately. Also, as the sprinkles appear, I saw the sun setting with warmth delicate shadings and I felt calm, fine, and joyful. However, it wasn't from all that I saw or from all that I felt that gives me such harmony at this seashore. It is on the ground that Jesus is with me. Also, it was on the plains that Jesus was there. What more, I persuaded that I could discover this harmony any placet that I set my feet. He is always there with me.