Mandala Muse

I will always Winn

I’m the Prize

So ready for my summer solstice, birthday and strawberry full moon, major intentional release of energies and a shift back into my wholeness.

Recent post haven’t just been about me, so many in our community have been struggling recently. Most of it I’ve just re-shared as I’m working through my own past present and future. Check on your people, don’t let them get to a state. They may not make it back from embrace your spiritual powers instead of oppressing them like I was trying and it was clearly one of several things that recently blew up my nervous system. So many blessings unfolding if we choose to accept them and do the work, just move forward. Nice little visit from my hawks under the rainbow.

My favorite bracelet I wear most of the time as part of my armor, has the quote. “it’s never too late to be what you might’ve been, just be” So here I am in all my beautiful, messy, glory of growth yet still imperfections. Seemingly back at zero in everything, as I have so many times in life, so the Phoenix can rise again and again. ♾️❤️♾️

"There is no statute of limitations on starting over.
Re-invent yourself every day.
Be the girl who walks barefoot and listens to the blues.
Tomorrow, wear a trench coat and speak fierce truths.
Be a phoenix. Be ashes. Burn down. Resurrect.
Let go of the idea that you must always be who you have always been."

( ✍️ Coalsuns )

Art : Konstantin Kayatma

Thank you for sending this to me and another struggling sister today Katajinka Papaphilipou
Oh sweet ladies- I feel you both... I too have been feeling a lot... but yes tapping can regulate your nervous system... I will do my best to reach out to y'all seperately... but for now-

Just tap on your heart for a moment-
Repeat out loud-

"I Recogize what I'm feeling inside & out..."
( just spew it all out...)

Take deep breathe in & release....

"I Accept, honor & love myself for how I feel..."
(you are a stardust in a human vessel, & a super empath feeling ungrounded too)

"I Forgive myself, for how I feel! I'm doing my best, in this uncertain crazy time... & i forgive all others for contributing to the reactions I am feeling! I forgive the haters, the shamers, the unaware..."
(Is ok to feel... but we are no longer ok with allowing ourselves to take on the world's energy)...

(&move to tapping the head, eyebrows, temples, under the nose, & chin as you repeat more)

"I Release all energies that are not mine!... i hand then up to God/angels/higher powers, to be transmuted to light! They are not mine to take on! I choose to fully let these energies go! I choose to take my own power back. I choose to release any attachments I may hold on anything unwanted right now!"

"I give myself permission to feel grounded in this present moment. I send my energies down to the core of the Earth (She can handle it). I allow myself to feel Earth's energy come back up through my body."

"I (choose to) let go of the thoughts on my mind. I (choose to) let go the fear I have been holding onto. I am unable to control the world... but I AM able to control my feelings in this moment, as I ground into Earth."

Feel cosmic light from above, come down over you, through you, washing you with radiant positive healing white light....

Repeat:
"I give myself permission, to feel differently, right now! I give myself permission to release attachments to anything not serving my highest good. I recognize I cannot change & heal the world... but I CAN change my inner vibration right now!"

" I Allow myself to be open to feeling higher vibes... I allow myself to take a break from the world's problems...
I allow myself to feel my own Soverign heart... pure of love... innocent... sweet... unjaded..."

"& Even though I know this might be only a moment... I choose to take my power back & into my own hands. I give myself permission to feel my higher self energy."

(Keep tapping through the points, including rib cage & side of ribs)

"I pray for my higher self to come through me & take over right now!....I call in my higher self, to take all these energies off me, to take this heat off me... to soothe my mind... to cool my head... to remind me of my own inner strength!"

"I know there's nothing I can do about what's going on in the world... but I also know that I can regulate my nervous system, simply by tapping & choosing to feel these more aligned happy higher vibes.... So I choose to start here!"

"I have a big heart...I wish for peace & happiness in the world... but I also recognize that I cannot save anyone! I can only save myself, but releasing what I feel. I love myself for being such an empathic light worker.... but I also am choosing to love myself first & foremost! This doesn't make me a bad person... in fact this is how I can help the world... by allowing energies to move through me, & me continuing to ground & regulate. My energy matters, & it's up to me to help myself right now! This is the only thing I choose to work with!"

"I give myself permission to NO longer take on anyone else's problems, energies, thoughts, etc! I am reclaiming my inner goddess. No one can take my energy from me anymore, as I NO longer am giving myself away! I am choosing to protect myself first, so I may be a vessel of God, however it is best for me! & I am open to understanding more, of how this looks & feels!"

"I can still love others, just not from an unregulated nervous system. So I am regulating my own inner workings now. I am allowing myself to let all else go. & I am open to a new way of being..."

"I love & honor myself, for taking the time to reclaim my Sovereignty! No one can take this from me, I am no longer giving my power away. I am no longer taking problems on... I choose to only focus on healing myself right now..."

"I trust that God's got the rest... that angels will help all those they can... even if it all doesn't make sense, I am choosing me first- right now!"

(Now imagine, your root chakra as a red glowing ball of light, getting bigger & brighter... then move up to orange & same thing... then yellow & same thing... then green at your heart, bigger & brighter than ever before... then blue at your throat chakra, same thing bigger & brighter... then purple 3rd eye same... then your crown, white irridescent with rainbow shimmers huge glowing brighter)

Repeat:
"This is my energy I'm reclaiming & reconnecting to & with... This is my truest highest energy... This is where I choose to feel from... grounded...soverign...at peace. I know the world will keep doing it's thing... but I am NO longer available to give this energy away. This is my gift to myself, as a starlight stardust light worker in a little human vessel!
I forgive myself to forgetting this as times...& I truly love & honor myself so much, that I will take the time each day, even if just 3min... to reground into this energy & Earth & the cosmos.... so that I may move accordingly as needed, without losing myself in the process"

(Now, hug yourself... take some deep breaths in this calm peaceful soverign energy... allow yourself to feel this peace & quiet within...
Lick Himalayan Salt, Celtic Sea Salt, drink water.... pour water onto your head your face, each time you feel overwhelmed... wear a wet bandana on your head or neck....& imagine this is the river washing away all going on within your head/body)...

Do This all throughout the day... any time you feel too much.... You've got this! We've got this! & reach out to me privatrly- either of you lovely ladies, anytime!...

If we need to connect via Zoom, I'm open, as it aligns...
I love you both so much!!!)

Secret of the Golden Flower
“The mandala symbolizes, by its central point, the ultimate unity of all archetypes as well as the multiplicity of the phenomenal world, and is therefore the empirical equivalent of the metaphysical concept of a unus mundus. The alchemical equivalent is the lapis and its synonyms, in particular the Microcosm.”
--C.G Jung, Mysterium Coniunctionis

“To love someone long-term is to attend a thousand funerals of the people they used to be.

The people they're too exhausted to be any longer. The people they grew out of, the people they never ended up growing into. We so badly want the people we love to get their spark back when it burns out, to become speedily found when they are lost.

But it is not our job to hold anyone accountable to the people they used to be. It is our job to travel with them between each version and to honour what emerges along the way. Sometimes it will be an even more luminescent flame. Sometimes it will be a flicker that temporarily floods the room with a perfect and necessary darkness.”

― Heidi Priebe

"Don't hide whatever wants to manifest through you. Share the light of your inner self, even when you are unsure whether what you have offer to this world will be accepted with approval or not. You never know who is waiting for you to be inspired, but acknowledge one thing, being a creator is in your nature."
~ somewhere deeper

Ary | by Michael Cheval

Yup!!

This!!!

It’s time to start shifting into finding ways to gather for more good causes. It’s time to start partying with a purpose and using our our networks and artistry to raise money for the betterment of humanity. This is a seed that is being planted. There are way too many atrocities occurring in this world and I know we want to do something but don’t all know how. This is a problem I’m looking to solve and hope you will all back me as we embark on a journey to provide more aid to those in need. This is a call to action in the form of what we do best and I look forward to creating more magic with you all. We can do this together. 🩵

Beautiful girl, when you are finished falling, after you hit rock bottom and watch yourself come apart into a million pieces, no one is staying to help you collect yourself, no one is sticking around to pick through your pieces to decide which parts of you are worth keeping. That’s for you to decide. So stay down for as long as you need to. This is the most important part. Take your time. Pay attention. You already broke. So the easy part is over. Go slow....I know, you thought the breaking was the most painful chapter. It wasn’t. Turn the page. The next part is much longer. It’s the healing. The rise. The comeback. It’s the birth of the new you. And it’s not easy. But you are strong and brave and worth it. You’ll have to leave a lot of yourself behind, you’ll have to let go of all the parts of you that you’ve outgrown. We’re not making ourselves small anymore. We’re not bending to fit where we don’t belong anymore. Do you hear me? We’re going all in. Count your wounds, every scar ripped open, every drop of blood you bled like a promise, every tear you cried like a bet in the name of crossing your whole heart, your whole soul, was all for this moment. Right here. Right now. You had to hurt like that to get here to this version of you who knows exactly who she is, who she’s not, who she will never be again. Drop the apologies, babe. We’re not sorry anymore for who we are, we’re not sorry for what we had to do to get here, and we’re not sorry for the time it took to learn our worth. Step out of the box of all you were supposed to be, according to everyone who wasn’t you, and walk into the you, who’s comfortable in her own skin. It’s time. You earned it.
We no longer wear the expectations of anyone else and we no longer let anyone else decide what we’re worth. Because we know now. We finally know. And now it’s time to celebrate it. Get up, babe. It does not hurt anymore. Now go show YOU what you’re made of.
-Stephanie Bennett-Henry

Some periods of our growth are so confusing that we don’t even recognize that growth is happening.

We may feel hostile or angry or weepy and hysterical, or we may feel depressed.

It would never occur to us, unless we stumbled on a book or a person who explained to us, that we were in fact in the process of change, of actually becoming larger, spiritually, than we were before.

Whenever we grow, we tend to feel it, as a young seed must feel the weight and inertia of the earth as it seeks to break out of its shell on its way to becoming a plant.

Often the feeling is anything but pleasant. But what is most unpleasant is not knowing what is happening.

Those long periods when something inside ourselves seems to be waiting, holding its breath, unsure about what the next step should be, eventually become the periods we wait for, for it is in those periods that we realize that we are being prepared for the next phase of our life and that, in all probability, a new level of the personality is about to be revealed.

✍️ Alice Walker
Artist: Saatchi Art

This is Big!! So proud of you Badí Reddy

𝐉𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐈𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐜 & 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬... we're half-way between Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox! Imbolc is the first of 8 Sabbats in the wheel of our earth's natural cycles.

Imbolc comes from the old Irish name Imbolg which means 'in the belly', meaning sowing the first seeds into the earth, a time to acknowledge the First Spark of Spring, the embedded energies that have been sleeping over the winter. The seeds that are underground acknowledge the returning energy and will begin to convert it to life deep within.

Imbolc is a Celtic fire festival, where in ancient times most towns and villages would build a ceremonial bonfire. The Goddess Brigid, the Goddess of fire, healing and fertility is worshipped on this day. The lighting of fires celebrated the increasing power of the Sun. The Goddess Brigid was so much loved by the Celts that when the Christians were converting Pagans they could not change the holiday of Imbolc so the holiday was reformed and renamed to 'Candlemas' when candles are lit to remember the purification of the Virgin Mary, and they changed the Goddess Brigid into Saint Brigid.

Imbolc is a fire festival it is the ending of Winter and the beginning of Spring... a time of contemplation, to think about the year that has past and the mistakes or successes we have had and what we have learned from them to help us achieve our goals, dreams and ambitions for the coming year. As well as planting seeds to grow in the earth also plant seeds and ideas in your mind to grow and blossom over the coming months.

Durango flea market!! Dance pants/costume box explosion! Come get your holiday costumes… Snowdown!!!  fire sale!! All kinds of fun, event, shenanigan, decor… Come and take it away basically free

Eight different workshop zones!!! This is a downright completely phenomenal offering

Unison Fest Ticket
w/ car camping
big discount
25% off = $369 obo, will separate

Michael Meade says: “In old traditions those who acted as elders were considered to have one foot in daily life and the other foot in the otherworld. Elders acted as a bridge between the visible world and the unseen realms of spirit and soul. A person in touch with the otherworld stands out because something normally invisible can be seen through them.

"The old word for having a foot in each world is ‘weird.’ The original sense of weird involved both fate and destiny. Becoming weird enough to be wise requires that a person learn to accommodate the strange way they are shaped within and aimed at the world.

"An old idea suggests that those seeking for an elder should look for someone weird enough to be wise. For just as there can be no general wisdom, there are no 'normal’ elders. Normal bespeaks the 'norms’ that society uses to regulate people, whereas an awakened destiny always involves connections to the weird and the warp of life.

"In Norse mythology, as in Shakespeare, the Fates appear as the Weird Sisters who hold time and the timeless together.

"Those who would become truly wise must become weird enough to be in touch with timeless things and abnormal enough to follow the guidance of the unseen. Elders are supposed to be weird, not simply 'weirdoes,’ but strange and unusual in meaningful ways.

"Elders are supposed to be more in touch with the otherworld, but not out of touch with the struggles in this world. Elders have one foot firmly in the ground of survival and another in the realm of great imagination. This double-minded stance serves to help the living community and even helps the species survive.”

– Michael Meade, “Fate and Destiny: The Two Agreements of the Soul”

Intuitive Astrology: Scorpio Full Moon Lunar Eclipse May 2023 The Scorpio Full Moon Lunar Eclipse arrives on May 5th, 2023. This is a Penumbral Lunar Eclipse where the Full Moon enters the penumbra of Earth, slightly dimming its luminosity. While it is not as strong as a Total or Partial Lunar Eclipse, the effects of the Penumbral Eclipse magnify the Full Moon...

So excited! Looks like we’re gonna do a thing again!!

Happy Spring Everyone! 🌱💖🙌🏽 We are absolutely thrilled to be looking forward to this magnificently magical Unison Fest 2023 experience awaiting us all at the end of this summer ☺️🎶🌞🔊💛

With a potent mix of live and electronic music in unison, as well as feminine and masculine energies in unison, with all the elements activated in unison, the alchemy of Unison 2023 will be off the charts 🚀🌎💫

We are looking forward to our best fest to date, bringing our venue into its full beauty and capacity. We will cap ticket sales before causing any breakdown in infrastructure or quality of experience. Early Bird tickets are now available at UnisonFest.com 🐤🎫✨

Secure your spot before we drop the Full Lineup on June 7 ⚡️ (RV spots are moving fast)

And of course for those wishing to get involved, please fill out an application on the website when they open April 3 😉🙏✨

Let us know who you’re excited to hear, and tag your friends in the comments who you want to get down with at Unison Fest 2023 !!!

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Special Thanks to Æphicles for the stellar graphic design 🙏🏽✨

Feeling Ecstatic to be welcoming these talented Musicians 🎶✨
The Polish Ambassador
Dirtwire
Ayla Nereo
Balkan Bump
an-ten-nae
Handmade Moments
Phutureprimitive
Govinda Music
DRRTYWULVZ
MORiLLO
Marya Stark
SIREN & SEER
Ryan Herr Music
Temple Step Project
Dillard
Erothyme
Shanin Blake
Nyrus
Deva Carolina
SNOW RAVEN - SUOR
Evan Hatfield
Claraty
SIIKA Music

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