Kimberley Wheeler

Happy Wednesday Y'all 😘🤗. It's only been 4 years since I explanted my implants because they were making me ill physically and mentally. I traded my real authentic breasts for fake pancakes that were slowly killing me. It's still strange to be I still feel like I'm missing body parts which I am but not. I'm so much more healthier physically and mentally without fake breasts taking away my authenticity making me ill. Peace and Love 😘🤗

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗 Meeting with TRIO advisor check in and see how I am doing after my panic attack. This is definitely a safe place to have one. The staff supported me in ways I never thought possible. Teaching me how to show empathy and love for another who has panc attacks making them feel safe. I am Blessed for a supportive loving team. Thank you for all the support and love. You can't prevent a panic attack they happen anytime and anywhere. You are not a bad person for your mind being frightened. You endured trauma! Give yourself Grace that's how I am getting through this. Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗🎓🎓🧠🧠

Happy Wednesday Y'all 😘🤗. I refuse to give up on my college dreams because of my past trauma getting in the way. I'm going to learn and talk about it. The way to heal the mind is talking about it teaching it to others and feeling your emotions. It should always be safe for another to talk about their life. in the right place that makes you feel safe and not unsafe. We live in a time era where we really do not communicate with respect to other people's opinions. We communicate to be right, to take our emotions out on others instead of coming to an agreement or believing that it really is ok for one to have their own beliefs. Know one should be punished, disgraced, discriminate, judged or criticize for it. That's not how communication works. I will always be considerate of your feelings and beliefs. Never assume, judge or criticize you because I do know what it's like. Let's learn, grow up, and be respectful of people's beliefs. Go look within to find peace of mind. Peace and Love 😘🤗🧠🧠

Happy Monday Y'all 😘🤗 I have lived in survival mode my whole life.... Going to college shouldn't be that way! College should feel SAFE for ALL! It's sad when freedom of speech turns into abuse. It's sad when freedom of speech terrifies another to fight/freeze response. FREEDOM of SPEECH should not be abusive in any way. It's not ok to make another fight for Survival Mode. You deserve to be with people who are mindful of there words and behaviors. Remember you can't prevent panic attacks. Panic attacks are telling you that boundaries need to be put up. Panic attacks are telling you that you are allergic to lies. Panic attacks are telling you that you have had enough abuse! Panic attacks are telling you the energy around you is not safe. It's not fun experiencing the fighting/freeze response is SCARY as HELL!.... What I'm learning is not to repeat his words to others because I know how it feels to panic. I know what it's like to live in hell. I know what it's like to feel unsafe. I know what it feels like to panic. I know what it's like to fight and stop in freeze mode. I am authentic and won't judge or criticize you because I get it..... Keep growing into the beautiful soul, spiritual human being that you are girl!! I love myself! I appreciate myself! I thank myself! Now it's time to finish editing my final essay so I can pass this class. Peace and Love 😘🤗

Happy Happy PTSD Awareness Month! I was diagnosed with PTSD a few years ago. That explained my behaviors, why I didn't talk normal and I was angry all the time. I'm the escape goat so I get treated like it. I acted out on the flashbacks of my past abusing me physically and mentally. Voices from them torturing me over and over again. But with the help of meditation and cannabis I was able to overcome that. I haven't had flashbacks of abusive memories in a while...... I'm too excited about my future to be sad about my past. I heal so I don't bleed on others because I know what it's like for others to take their behaviors and emotions out on me. I know what it's like to take my emotions and behaviors out on others. Not fun!!!..... Peace and Love 😘🤗

Happy Friday Y'all 😘🤗. Any out there that has lived on college campus with an ? Can you share with me your experiences please? 🙏 I would like to know what it's like living on a college campus with an Thank you so kindly!😁 Peace and Love 😘🤗

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗. I love talking about my future in college.... And I love being able to sit here and study. Peace and Love 😘🤗 at college

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗 Ready for the college road trip tomorrow to Oregon State University. I'm touring the psychology department. I hear it's the number 2 college in the country for their psychology program. Got my self-care! Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗🎓🎓🧠🧠

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗 Ready to go to Oregon State University tomorrow and tour the number 2 college in the country for their online psychology program. Woohoo!!!... Can you tell I'm excited 😆.... I can't wait to see what University I choose and get excepted to. Stay tuned for lots of Oregon State University college pictures.

Happy Birthday to my Wonderful Husband!!! And Happy Mother's Day weekend!!! Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗 .wheeler_im_here

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗. on this warm beautiful sunny day...... My Rhododendron behind me is in full blooms. Gardening is one of my stress releases. Playing in the dirt heals the soul! See ya later!.... Peace and Love 😘🤗🧠🧠🎓🎓

Happy Tuesday Y'all 😘🤗.... My pouch takes me places my colitis couldn't. My flat chest takes me places, my breasts, fake or real ones couldn't take me. Meaning I am alive because of the way I look. I have an I almost bled to death. Breast cancer was killing me. My implants were killing me physically and mentally. Now I'm living my college dream. How I changed my mindset from believing I was I'll to I'm as healthy as can be. Meditating the negatives toxins out of my mind, body, and soul. Using CBD to regulate my serotonin from my PTSD diagnosis. From all of my trauma that I have endured over my life time. Today my pouch and flat chest are in zoom meetings for school and work. Busy life..... Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗🧠🧠🎓🎓

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗 Meeting with advisor for next term registration and tutoring today. Trauma informed care and chemistry is what I will be taking this summer. It's always a good day to smile!!!.... Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗 Look what I am doing 😁 I started my own sourdough starter 😁. It's healthier for and I have both. And with the recent news that I'm again off and on since my colitis back in the 80s I want to make healthier foods and I get to control what I put into my recipes. I'm having fun and excited to make my first loaf of homemade sourdough bread. Peace and Love!😘🤗

Happy Tuesday!!.. labs and doc visit before I can do treatment on Friday. Eleven years later still coming in to the oncologist. But I am healthy as can be.... Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗 Take care of yourself!

Happy Wednesday Y'all 😘🤗 Look at that smile! She definitely knows how to do it. Pouch and no bo***es take me to college so that I can earn my two degrees that I am working on. Because I am alive! I'm not dead from Ulcerative Colitis or Breast cancer. I survived those deadly diseases and striving with PTSD and no more PANICK Attacks because of the beautiful healthy CBD. Because CBD regulates the serotonin in the brain. I'm learning and getting better..... Learning is powerful!!!.... Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗

Happy Thursday Y'all 😘🤗. First week of class and it's longer hours and more days that I walk back n forth to college. Plus all the walking around on campus that I do is exhausting. So I'm hanging out in bed working on school assignments. Rest day! Rest your bodies and minds is crucial to staying healthy. Here's me in my bathrobe hanging out. Peace and Love 😘🤗

Happy Wednesday Y'all 😘🤗 it's lab day and we are studying earth worms. My group learned earth worms do not like the light. That was the experiment we came up with for us to work on. Peace and Love😘😘🤗🤗

Happy Wednesday Y'all 😘🤗. Eleven years ago this week I was diagnosed with breast cancer, my first type of breast cancer. Cancer turned my families life into nothing but drama for us. Cancer showed me death! Cancer showed me mental abuse! Cancer showed me that I belong as a loner with no family and friends! Cancer showed me the lies and the truth! Cancer showed me what it was like dying instead of living! Cancer showed me I am the only one who is responsible for my mental and physical health. Cancer taught me how to love myself! Cancer taught me how I was done being mentally and physically ill! My real breasts and my fake b***s were both trying to kill me. How fu**ed up crazy s**t is that. Why is it ok for our body parts to kill us and make us ill? Why is it ok to create devices and medicines that kill people? Why is it ok to abuse others with your emotional pain from your childhood? Yeah? Questions I will never understand! Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗💜💜

Happy First day of Spring Term! This term I'm studying plant biology and my last writing class for my degree. Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗

Happy Friday Y'all 😘🤗 Today was zoladex and port flush day. I have had my port for the past 11 years and it has been great..... I don't have to get poked in the arms anymore and my arms can't be poked due to my cancer diagnosis back then. My port gets used for fluids, medicine, and blood taken as needed. I don't feel the needle going into my port.

I'm home now resting and getting ready to start Easter baking😃😋🌷🌼 Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗💜💜

Happy Thursday Y'all😘🤗 Yes I do go to other places besides school. Who doesn't love Costco? My family does. We love the bakery, the meat, snacks, clothes, vitamins, and the freezer section..... Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗❤️❤️🎓🎓

Happy 🌼 Spring. Spring has sprung! My Japanese cherry blossom is blooming. Enjoying the dry beautiful weather. Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗🌼🌷

Happy Wednesday y'all 😘🤗 I don't look like them! I don't talk like them! But I guarantee you I am all whole without breasts and very much Lady like. I think more with my feminine side of the brain. Being a female or male has nothing to with the way you look. We all have the male left side of the brain and the female right side of the brain. I can be a woman today and tomorrow I could show off my masculine side. Which I am trying to improve is my masculine side of my brain. Left side thinking is math, science, speech, comprehension and writing. The right side of my brain thinks reasoning, attention, problem solving and memory. Learning is powerful! There is nothing wrong with the way I look. I'm alive and don't give a s**t what others think. Because I am that damn good! Because it all has to do with your thinking. Stop think before you do something you will regret down the road. Peace and Love 😘😘🤗🤗 ask yourself is it your ego or your consciousness making the right decisions for you. I used to listen to my ego and everyone around me which only made it worse for me.

Happy Dinner time! I have been cooking and baking more and I'm loving all the healthy recipes along with the sweets recipes I have been creating. Because my husband was diagnosed with osteoporosis I decided to find recipes that help your bones be stronger and healthier. So here is one of my recipes Tortellini, spinach, Cherry tomatoes and Mozzarella pearls. Olive oil and balsamic vinegar. Yummy!!! Quick and easy to make...... I'm loving my life so much..... Peace and love 😘😘🤗🤗🌷🌞

Happy Thursday y'all 😘🤗 Finishing up winter term. I'm back on top woohoo..... Three terms left baby!!😘😘🤗🤗🎓🎓🎓 Peace and Love. Graduation here I come!!

Happy Wednesday y'all 😘🤗 The last couple of years I started to learn to accept myself and love me. Your ego lies to you telling you that you aren't good enough. Your ego tells you you aren't beautiful enough. Your ego tells you people don't like you. Your ego tells you you aren't smart enough. Your ego tells you you need b***s to live as a whole women. It's the ego that we all listen to. Being conscious your soul tells you differently. Your soul tells you you are good enough. Your soul tells you you are beautiful. Your soul tells you you are smart. Your soul tells you that you can do anything in this life that you want because you work smart for it not hard. I work smart not hard for what I want in life. Peace and love 😘😘🤗🤗

Happy Thursday y'all😘😘🤗🤗 at school eating lunch and typing up another scholarship essay. Turkey, cheese, onion, tomato wrap. Healthy and yummy!! It's missing bacon. Lol.... Peace and 😍

Happy Wednesday Y'all😘😘🤗🤗 look at that smile! Yes, she's been through hell and back. Today smiling as big and loud as possible because it feels good. Because I know what it's like to live in hell for the majority of my life. I am alive because of this life-saving device that created back in 1954. And alive with no breasts. I wake up every day thanking God and everyone who saved my life. I have happy thoughts because I trained my mind with meditation. You can reprogram your mind anytime you want better for yourself. I am Psychology student who loves learning how to love your mind. Peace and love!!😘😘🤗🤗🙏🙏🧠🧠🎓🎓😇😇🥰🥰

Happy Thursday all😘🤗 Graduate debt-free is possible........ I am debt free already..... Peace and Love😘😘🤗🤗🥰🥰😇😇🙏🙏🎓🎓🧠🧠 shshsh I see and feel spring in the air even though it's still chilly....