Thina Badela Young HIV Positive Woman

What I've noticed is that most people struggle with acceptance🥺 kunzima ebantwini ukwamkela imeko abajongene nazo. First thing I'd like to advice is that learn to accept bantasekhaya. Yamkelani ukuba ezinye izinto ezinatshintshwa ngamandla wethu👏 get up and dust yourself then try again ubomi obu sibuphilayo sonke ngumzamo akho namye uPerfect❤️ self love and always remember there is you before anyone in this world and accept that you🌸

🥂To 26years of grace and life
I'm thankful God keep me in this world protect me guide me and love me.

Kwakungathi ndiyaxoka when I said "an HIV positive woman can give birth to a healthy HIV negative baby if only she really cares and loves her children" nantso ke confirmed andimosulelanga unyana wam noTata wakhe ngokunjalo kuba ndilelagqiyazana lizithandayo mna liyaziyo ARV yonto eselwayo😌 mandibe ndisithi ndiyabulela kwaye eyangoku intsholongwane kagawulawo ayisosuleli nikhe niyeke ukundoyika nindishele futhi nindiTawune sivene😆😆😆
Love y'all mahn niziChomi zam endizithandayo🌸♥️ long life benana

I don't even know where to begin about my journey. It has been a rocky ride but worth the ride. The best decision I had ever made was not to give up on life, forgave myself and made sure I gave it another try. Because here is one thing I can really tell you when that moment hit you, a part of your life ends,the day that test reads positive results "litshona emini" having took time out to educate myself and just acknowledge more about HIV it really had opened my eyes I really Saw The Light and I'm just happy to say I am confidently standing here with no fear of anything having accepted who I am and my status. You probably sitting somewhere there in a dark Corner, likutshonele emini nawe, take time and allow yourself to shut down you're right to feel pain you will heal allow yourself to cry and your tears will dry. If we can all just take life politely and lightly and truly understand that something's we not here to change them we just need to live by them because we just gonna die and leave them just the way they are. No manual no formula of life we all just do as we feel we should never doubt our guard, our instincts! you are just in the right path with that direction you took🌸🌸
Love life it will love you noba utyiwa ngesinjani na isifo. Akekho ongcono kunomunye🤞🤞
Happy Sunday family love you all so much

"Ask the way from the ones who've gone through it" This page is for you to ask me what you need to know from the horse's mouth as a person who've gone through the journey of living with HIV. I dedicate my time and knowledge about what I know and personally experience. I compile information from various sources to give to those who need it because it came to my attention that people have little or rather no knowledge about HIV never mind how ignorant people are. Knowledge is power! Knowledge healed me. 2014 when I tested HIV positive, I never thought I'd make it to 2019 honestly back then to me, 5years seemed impossible to make it through, due to insufficient knowledge I had. I urge everyone to acquire as much knowledge about HIV lifestyle and educate one another, "together we can flip HIV to HIVictory, scrutinize" 2k's wouldn't know that advert🤣 I was also only 9yrs then. Guys there's life beyond a positive status, there's YOU before any illness or disease👏 just take care of yourselves, take responsibility of your s*xual life because wow siyaTowna guys🤤🍆🍊 and imunandi flesh hle andifuni ungatsho🤭🥴 qha umntu makenze okufanelekileyo ukuze ubomi bubheke phambili and remember " Life is a short journey" make sure you reach your destination having done the best you could do to make it through👏👏👏 happy youth day makwande kukhanye siphumelele❣️sibambaneni

I can assure you one thing, when you HIV positive you gonna be rejected in a lot of things. I know of people 2022 who say they will never be in love with an HIV positive person. When it comes to umjolo khohlwa xem it's really a struggle. It happens that people who used to date me way before I was even hiv-positive after they found out that I am positive they don't even greet me in public nevermind looking at me😥 you become an embarrassment of some sorts, a lot of people don't really wanna get associated with me just because of my status these are the sad truths that have happened to me from 8 years ago🥺 my point here is that people can really shut you down if you are not emotionally balanced people can torment you down😞 oh and I'm not talking about Ordinary People I am actually talking about people close to you the people you actually have in your circle😏 I always tell this friend of mine that, being hiv-positive it hard it's a job and a half it's a struggle it's a lot of pain it is just horrible trust me it's not a good feeling I would mostly think of the people who were born with it😥 or those who innocently got infected. I guess my closure was really based on the fact that I was a busy teenager, I was very curious teenager, I dated men double my age triple my age, and I have to admit I was an irresponsible s*xual activist, I just didn't care to me it was just having fun having s*x having it raw🥴 so honestly when I was told I am positive I just didn't break down that much cuz I played back my life tape and I just knew that lol I was bound to get it because I was too loose🥺🥺 today I see teenagers doing the exact same thing I used to do when I was their age and it pains me because unfortunately they just gonna end up where I am HIV positive and not many of them would be as confident as I am, they just don't care😞 beside teenagers a lot of people I see but just typically take HIV for granted as if the journey is easy😒😥 guys take care of yourselves👏👏❣️DON'T let HIV define YOU!

Everyday is a new chapter guys
Nawe apho oDefaulter iARVs,omnye uzifihle ngomnye kuba yena uyoyika uTester for HIV👏👏masizicengeni bakhaya sithi chu sonke sicenga impilo😥 amanxesha anzima silahlekelwe kakhulu sibaninzi, iwile imithi emikhulu kumakhaya ngamakhaya👏 ndicela sizibabaleni 👏 omnye nomnye ajonge iSick yakhe aDealishane nayo🤞 noba yiloHighblood,ulcer,depression,bipolar,migrain,pyschosis, diabetes wewewe wawawa etc... ubomi mabubheke phambili❣️ ndinithanda kakhulu🥰
👏 HIV is just a chronic disease that can be successfully managed on a long term basis!

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Here's a true story
2020 I went through the most hardest time of my love life. Having said goodbye to my soulmate was the toughest thing to do. I was left so empty, my heart bleeding and terribly hurt. I gained a spiritual gift and gained power in prayer. I started asking God to give me a child to heal my breaking heart. I was very specific. I asked for a son. He did not take long after my 3years relationship had ended, 10months later I conceived a baby boy. My depression went away. I didn't plan for the baby. I wasn't ready for the baby. But I needed to save myself. I remembered how my daughter made me feel when she was just as small and such a priceless gift, God granted me. My prayers came exactly as I've asked, the baby is healthy, the baby is HIV-, the baby looks exactly like his daddy❣️. From August I worked my ass off in preparation to have the baby and I must say with 0% support from friends and family just me and my Boss giving me strength to hold on and deliver this baby. When I took leave at work January, my boss Mis William made sure I'm okay with everything till this day as I'm writing this. I thank the Lord everyday for my job, my children and me for being me. Today my heart is filled with joy and happiness my son's smile gives hope for a better tomorrow and more reasons to work hard and do the things that I "thought" an HIV+ mother cannot do. I take my meds, I eat healthy and just mind my business hence the glow🙂🙂 once again to my supporters and people who believe in me Ndiyabulela kakhulu🌸 uThixo anifikelelise apho ningafiki khona. God bless

Here's one thing about me, I am a very confident woman!!! A lot of people have a lot of opinions when it comes to my personality, but because I have never let any one's opinion determine who I am, I stand for what I believe in. Coming out to the whole world's about my s*xual status was not that I was seeking attention or maybe some self pity it was truly and honestly to educate most of you out here that you can still be like me if you accept things you cannot change and have the courage to change the things that are changeable like your behaviour character and just how you conduct yourself as an individual. First step in Healing in anything you go through is to Love Yourself accept yourself and know you are greater than everyone and you shall do greater things all in good and positive attitude just like mine❤️❤️❤️

Molweni zithandwa zam🌸
Enyinto ngoThina Badela Young HIV positive Young Woman is that I'm a very loving,warm,friendly sister, mother,friend,brother👊👊 guys like ndingulamntu ufikelelekayo gqith
Ndingumntu nabantu🙂👏❤️ ndinithanda nonke in real life xa sibonana trust me olancumo lwam luhle lwazi lusuka phantsi emathunjini womzimba wam wonke👏🙂ingakubi kwabandaziyo who have personally interacted with me.
To my home town
Sterkspruit👏👏 ndiyabulela
To🥂zonke imumtu ezifumana inspiration from this journey I've began👏👏👏it wasn't an easy establishment but due to very vital facts about it which I then saw a need to start this awareness!!! Especially the upcoming generation
'sSpeakHIV!
Ndicela uThixo anithamsanqelise ayive yonke imithandazo anenze njalo👏👏

Way maker👏👏 I've prayed and he's been listening. Miracle worker promise keeper,my God that is who you are🌸 " let us die young or live forever young, life is a short trip"

Here's to a beautiful lady who tested HIV positive many many years ago. Abanye bayabuza ngiyithole kuphi abanye babuza ngiyithole kanjani abanye bayabuza iingane zam zinayo nazo😅 heeeyi bantu baka modimo ngiziphilela uLife mina la ngizokwenza engikubekelwe ngumdali ngife ngiyoziphumulela ngoxolo anginaSkhathi sokuzicacisa anime yoh🤣

I always refer people to go home and do their research😊 omnye undibhalele esithi " Hi sisi ndicela ubuza umithe njani kodwa uHIV positive kwaye umntana wakho yena akanayo?" This is someone very close to me yaz and ufundile qha ndadana ba angaba muncu lomhlobo🥺 1. Intsholongwane elawulwayo ayinikezeli. 2. Ewe ndiya flesha bahlali nam ndiyonyanya the same way niyonyanya ngayo iCondom le nani 3. Indoda endimithisile ibisazi iStatus sam nam ndisazi esayo 4. Umntana emdimzeleyo akosulelekanga yiHIV uzaphila ubomi bakhe nje ngam nam xandandikhula uba uzaba nayo uzayichola apha eStrateni 5. Khaniyeke ukusiJaja bantu batya treatment nathi zasonwabela isondo nje ngani xa nisenza sunuzenza bhetere

Don't let your status limit your flying chances, I'll be an example of how to spread your wings and fly high like an eagle noba isimo segazi sinjani na❤️ bethunana possibilities are endless!
Beautiful Tuesday to all my friends and family stay positive

I am a living testimony of birthing an HIV negative son as an HIV positive mother👏 through God I made it! It all just took one small prayer.
Ndiyabulela nakuni balandeli bam nindomeleza okungacaciseki👏

How much time do you waste living under guilt and condemnation? Notice I said how much time do you waste, because that is exactly what all these kinds of thinking are, a waste of time! Remember thoughts turn into action. If you ever want to behave any better you have to change your thinking first, keep thinking about how terrible you are and you will only act worse!!!
All my HIV positive life I've thought so negative, but every time a negative thought condemning my thoughts and mind, I reminded myself that I'm only human, I can only be what everyone else is, I'm Thina!
I remembered how much God loves me, that I'm actually changing for the better all the time every day I'm growing spiritually and realized that God has a glorious plan for my life and these were the truths I started thinking on.
That is what you are supposed to be doing with your mind, start thinking truths
As of you're poor or you are rich, you're employed or you're not employed, you're sick or you're not, all those things are a way to unnecessarily twist your time thinking about them. To HIV negative people whatever that is you think, pls think positive! lifting thoughts and edifying thoughts have an encouraging mind
It is a new year new goals new mind new life! Do something you have never done to get where you have never been!
Thank you to all my followers and people who have so much belief in me and who look up to me.

Soon I'll be taking a different level of my journey as an HIV mother with my newborn together my 8 year old it's just gonna be amazing from the onset moment to everything I'll show all of that with you guys

No matter what happens just don't be too harsh on yourself

Another beautiful year has come and we must be thankful that we all here! Irrespective of illnesses and chronics we live under just want to say to friends family my followers I love you and really wish to see nothing but prosperous results❤️
Remember stay positive yes positive do the positive and I can assure you you will get the positive results.
Get tested know your status and live your life🥂

One's tunnel starts shining when all odds are against you. A very safe, and prosperous festive season to all my followers, friends and family🥰 may the love of God spread to each and everyone now and forever👏

What I would you like to say about this day is, the awareness is not about feeling sympathy for the victims of this pandemic but rather to raise awareness to the ones who have not yet fit the shoes🙂. I remember when I was still negative just small details I would be ignorant of I believe that time for me 1st December was to celebrate with the HIV people who are alive and showing support to them😢 but today I honestly have a different view cuz I feel the most important people who need to learn, to be aware and to know more about HIV are the HIV negative people. I just want to speak my mind because I was once HIV negative I know exactly how it didn't bother me or affect me at that time😒. Here is the real truth and the real science of nature, when it comes to s*x every nation from black to white want to satisfy their s*xual desire with raw s*x🤷‍♀️. This comes to prove that each and every individual somehow deep inside they just want have s*x without protection. Now here comes a virus that is commonly transmitted through the very same raw s*x, yes I would say people are scared of it but they do not fear it because either way people are still having raw s*x. What bothers me the ones who are not currently living with HIV never intend to acquire knowledge about HIV they stuck with the first impression that was presented to them😣 2021 you still find a person who does not know when and when not does this virus transmit from one person to another to show that people don't care. I could reason with them because as they see the people living with HIV looking exactly like them healthier better lifestyle it makes them relax more now it is evident to them that it is not so harmful but anyways it has that negative subdivision in their mind😏. When I became HIV I started understanding how it came about how it was introduced the reasons for it being introduced I sat down and said to myself I cannot put myself through emotional pain and mental distraction about me testing HIV positive at the age of 18 years because after understanding I just said it is only a matter of the one who doesn't have it to have it because we are all doing the same routine which is raw s*x🙂. HIV is a pandemic just like what we are going through which is called Corona the ONLY difference in my own view between the two is that, they transmit differently. But they are the same they are both man made for the same purpose, to kill. Nonetheless HIV became easy and easy over the years, so is that I also managed to manage it at that young age. The raw s*x is not going anywhere we all doing it including us as the hiv-positive people we are still human with natural human Instincts that desire the same s*xual desires as an hiv-negative person but at least because the knowledge it's not the same it doesn't suppress the mind with negativity unlike a person who has no clue or rather lack of knowledge about HIV their mind will forever see the negative side of the virus. We all live to take chances trust me when you have that raw s*x with that stranger it's that chance you take everyday with your life but I would like to encourage at least have knowledge about what are the things that surround you and how to manifest them should you Encounter such an occurrence. HIV is still there however as much as we are many of us who are suppressing The Virus in our bodies that we don't transmit to other people but there are those who are still out there sick and sickening others. HIV negative person please be aware stay alert know about HIV so you change your mind how you see it and think of it now because I am telling you now as long as you are still having that raw s*x you are in every day chance of getting infected. What killed many people many years ago is not knowing😒 they had their own assumptions about their lives ending and being underweight probably even still not condomising they just didn't know what we know today. Knowledge alone is medication to know can heal you because you have Assurance that you not suppressing your mind or your body over what you don't know and assuming. When I encourage people to get tested for me it is not really knowing you HIV but it is actually for you to be aware on time because if you are aware on time about what is going on you have enough time to start fixing the problem. I had a very disturbing conversation with a young gentleman sometime this year who had told me he last got tested 2010😟. To me this person doesn't want to know s*** he is not interested in knowing anything about the surroundings including his own body. I condemn such mentality and people who do not test for everything. The time you become aware it might really be too late because one rotten potato can make the whole bag of potato to rot, meaning you can stay for such a long period of time not knowing what's going on until it causes other deadly diseases that you might end up not having a chance to fight them so it better start today knowledge is power start knowing what is this s*xual pandemic because s*xually we are all activated and ready especially to our youth I would really like to emphasize that regularly check yourself regularly research about such factors👏 so that should it be you in the boots one day it is not something that takes you by emotional attack a mental distraction. To all my hiv-positive peeps 🌸 guys let's stay strong we have fought and came so far it is proven that we can still go a long way stay on medication stay on motivation and do not fear HIV do not fear to speak about it do not fear what people will say because they are also having the very same s*x you had when you had it. It is time we free ourselves from the world's things and know that we are here to live and die while you here abide by what it is and mind your own business.
My name is Thina Badela and I am living with HIV for the past seven years it has really been a journey🙃. I had a choice to keep my status to myself but I knew if I kept quiet I wouldn't be helping even myself but by talking I know it reaches to a lot of people that need to hear or see people like me because I am a believer of life and I am a believer of speaking my mind. I am here to help you help me from the smallest child to the biggest adult❤️ I wanna be there for you.

You need to love yourself
It's such a simple yet profound admission that you the special amazing individual that you may or may not actually see in the mirror looking back, yourself deserves to be loved by you yet many of us refuse to do that, to actually teach ourselves that we must love ourselves that our entire being brings us our own happiness which lies with the admission of disturbing to love ourselves but its a fact. For me, I knew no person at the age of 18 that was hiv-positive that had told me and so that was a weird and fearful experiance for me, I didn't know what this was going to be like so I felt really alone I just wanted to start feeling, so loving myself was the best feeling I felt and started loving myself. I think that people have to make a decision, what's right for them, keeping a positive attitude and not having the weight of trying to keep stuff a secret I think that actually has an effect on me on my actual health and and it was right for me. You deserve that piece and that calling you must admit to yourself that you love you because you deserve it you're pretty awesome listen to that whisper and stay positive.

I would like to advise everyone who is suffering from ulcers

More than a decade ago I used to suffer from ulcers so bad until I had reached out to pills called Nozer capsules

Till this day I have not suffered anything from ulcers I just have heartburn attacks there end there sometimes depending on the food I had
Ask a doctor about it or pharmacist and believe me it works

I'd like to talk about the holy spirit

Living by the spirit is the way for the child of God. The way of the spirit is the way of success, victory and ever-increasing Glory. So don't ignore the Holy Spirit, yield yourself to his influence and guidance by consciously acting on God's will. He created you and knows everything about your life and future.
Perhaps you're reading this and haven't received the Holy Spirit you can receive him now it's very easy just start by a small prayer do that every day and every day and every day ask him and receive him by trusting in God.

2021 I found light and finally saw the tunnel!!!

Today's will be a look back for me 25years from now when I'm 50years
Celebrating how I've conquered the world!

Hi, my name is Thina
How I choose to live my life is my business❤️

Tnx to all my supporters,family and friends🌸

I wasted many years of my life worrying about things that i could do nothing about. I would love to have those years back and be able to approach them in a different way. I realised that my time is my own. I started using it wisely. So I did my part and let God do his part.
And lastly I learnt that you have to do something you have never done to get to where you have never been, and i started praying and praying with faith and meaning I'm approaching where I have never been by just doing what i had never done which is praying.
A blessed weekend to all of you
Much love🥰

Ibe tricky sana
Utake ungazimiselanga
Lifike ixesha lomgwinyo
Uphaphame ba damnit
Angiphathanga amagunqu😅😅🤭

Abantu abaHIV negative advice zabo azikho realistic

" Condomisa ngalo lonke ixesha Thina noba umntu uyakwazi unjalo uzungavumi"
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As long as umntu naye esaTawunwa acinge kuryt kube bengazani or beNegative mabame torho kuba nam ndifikelwa yiSame weakness sanas

So there is this couple in Sterkspruit, the lady is a very close friend to my sister well they cops together. So this lady was fond of me, she would give me rides greet me with a smile
She would always be nice to me so one time around five years ago, her man who is more popular in our town started hitting up on me as I occasionally tried to turn him down he just wouldn't stop. Because this man had the perfect approach and he knew what to say to me I nearly fell weak. Around December that year, the gentleman and I started chatting on facebook, I must say I became a b**** and really started flirting with this guy. So the chat went on until June the following year when I came back home. We decide to meet at Impolo daylight everyone could see we were going together. This guy will always be with his lady at the groove but this time he wasn't apparently the lady just had a new baby. We drank that one evening and he left me there. The following morning to my surprise he has blocked me. I quickly assumed the lady has found the chats so I backed off. Since that day to this day that gentleman and I never spoke. Just two years ago at a memorial service of this lady and my sisters colleague, I crossed paths with this lady I greeted her or maybe I was checking where she was standing and only to find that she was not so friendly then it had then proven to me that she had found out I was chatting with her man. I left it at that and we never spoke. Last night 2021 she called me directly on my cell phone she's telling me I've gave her man HIV virus now she has it also all because of me and she continued saying whatever bulsh*t she felt like. In this call I did not even have a chance to tell her that I do not even know her man's dick size😟 I mean I've never even blow job that guy yet she believes I've infected her family. I honestly don't know how to feel or to handle this matter because I know I did not have s*xual contact with this gentleman even if I did I can't even in fact a fly the number of The Virus in my body wouldn't even allow me to give it to someone no matter how hard I wanted them to be HIV. Bottom line is I am every day dealing with people who actually wanna put blame on me this includes my exes who tested positive After they saw my testimony of living with the virus. I know it from me the day I tested positive I really wanted someone to put the blame to started calling everyone I slept with and wanting them to take blame. It is such a sad practice that people do not want to be s*xually responsible. We all are reckless when it comes to s*xual activities at that moment we all just don't care we just want the warmth the tightness and come, funny how after all that fun was had no one was to stand and say it was all my fault that today I am living with HIV they're always looking for that one person they can say it was you who gave me the infection. Nobody is gonna be responsible for your responsibilities but you having s*x is your responsibility the outcomes of s*x it's you who's responsible for them can people stop just stop wanting people to teach you your responsibilities. As an hiv-positive young woman it is not my responsibility to tell the persons I'm having s*x with what they must do during s*xual activity, it is an individual's choice if I decide to be irresponsible and reckless while I'm HIV positive don't make me feel bad just because you were irresponsible and reckless too because you had a choice with your body and your s*xual desires. Lastly I am not here to explain myself to every dick that enters my va**na I did not kill an old man by being hiv-positive I did not r**e an old woman by talking about my status out there all this is for me my children my family my friends and for my own closure. If we had s*x and I mean now 2021 and we did not have protected s*x do not look at me with that evil Eye it was my choice I could have contested for a protected s*x but I did not same to you you could have had protected s*x with me but you did not so don't come and make me feel bad as if I owe you any explanation cause this matter is an individual's decision. Just because I talk about my status and have accepted my status good people that does not make me Jesus's secretary I'm not so saint I'm a human being just like everyone so yes I do get s*xually irresponsible and no one I mean no one will make me feel s***y for allowing them in my punani without protection they must also start thinking about their own ge****ls it is not my responsibility to remind them and please please please do not get this wrong the aim here is not to spread any s*** because HIV does not even f****** spread if you are a responsible HIV patient who takes treatment it's healthy and shuts the virus to go down so down that it is not even detected by scientists so the aim is not to spread any s*** to anybody so it really puts me off when I get people who come and just say to me I've given them HIV after them slept with me they've tested positive like seriously could have been positive for 10 years of your life you do not even know because you don't care but now because the person you've slept with you know their status you quickly assume its them to hell with this conduct I will not entertain it. I am here to live and die I honestly do not have time to be nursing other people's pride and irresponsible matters