Ayana Healing

After a vibrant summer of festivals and events, I'm deeply honoured to return with a sacred women's circle designed to reconnect you with the goddess within. This gathering is more than just an event—it's a powerful space for transformation, aligned with the potent energy of the New Moon in Libra.

The New Moon is a time of new beginnings, a cosmic reset that invites us to set fresh intentions and plant the seeds for the next chapter of our lives. It's a moment of deep reflection and renewal, where we are encouraged to release what no longer serves us and create space for new opportunities to enter. When the New Moon falls in Libra, the energy amplifies themes of harmony, balance, and connection. Libra is the sign of relationships and equilibrium, encouraging us to find the balance between our feminine and masculine energies. It reminds us to harmonise the push and pull in our lives, find peace in action and rest and cultivate a sense of inner and outer alignment.

In this particular circle, we will harness the essence of Libra to help us navigate these themes individually and collectively. If the weather is on our side, we'll gather around the warmth of the fire, where we'll release what we are ready to let go of—old patterns, limiting beliefs, or emotions that have been weighing us down. The fire is symbolic and transformative, burning away the past and igniting new possibilities. We will ask the fire to bring in whatever we need most—courage, love, clarity, or healing.

I am also thrilled to collaborate with Annalise, a beautiful Goddess of fire and an incredible healer. Annalise will guide us through a breathwork session, using this powerful practice to help us shift stuck emotions and reconnect with our inner strength. Breathwork will assist us in clearing energetic blockages and stepping into a space of renewal.

Additionally, we'll call upon the spirit of Mother Cacao, a sacred plant known for its ability to open the heart and connect us to our most profound truths. Cacao invites us to step into our feminine energy, embrace our vulnerability, and share openly in the space of sisterhood. As we sip on this heart-opening elixir, we'll release anything holding us back.

To complete this transformative evening, we'll immerse ourselves in a sound bath journey paired with a guided meditation to call in the goddess within. The vibrations of the sound will help you drop into a state of deep relaxation, where you can connect with the wisdom and strength within each of us. This final moment of stillness will allow you to anchor in your intentions, aligning yourself with the power and beauty that exists individually and collectively.

This is a night to celebrate your inner goddess, reconnect with the cycles of nature, and embody the power that comes with harmony, balance, and feminine strength. Join us for this sacred ceremony, and let the energy of the Libra New Moon guide you on a journey of transformation, healing, and self-discovery.

Spaces are limited! Secure your spot now!

Energy exchange: £50
If you are struggling financially, please get in touch.

✨ Clear & Recharge Your Chakras ✨
Harness the balanced energies of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine to cleanse and revitalise your chakra system and energy field. Feel the harmony and balance flow through you!

🌈 Benefits of Energy Clearing 🌈

Increased Mental Clarity: Free your mind from the fog and embrace sharp, focused thinking.

Enhanced Mental Health: Alleviate stress, anxiety, and emotional blockages, opening the path to inner peace.

Improved Physical Health: Relieve chronic pain and physical ailments, allowing your body to heal naturally.

Feel the energy, embrace the change, and transform your life with Shamanic Energy Healing! 🙏✨

👉 www.ayanahealing.com

🌿 The Sacred Tradition of Hapé 🌿

Hapé, the shamanic s***f, is a powerful, ancient tool used by indigenous tribes of the Amazon for spiritual and medicinal purposes. This sacred medicine, traditionally made from a blend of to***co and other healing herbs, has been used for centuries in ceremonies to align the mind, body, and spirit.

🔹 History of Hapé 🔹
Rooted deeply in Amazonian culture, Hapé (also known as Rapé) is administered through the nostrils using a ceremonial pipe, known as a "Tepi" or "Kuripe." Shamans use Hapé to cleanse energy fields, clear the mind, and connect with the divine. This sacred practice has been passed down through generations, maintaining its profound spiritual significance.

🔹 Benefits of Hapé 🔹

Mental Clarity: Clears the mind, enhancing focus and awareness.
Emotional Balance: Helps to release emotional blockages, promoting inner peace.
Physical Healing: Can relieve headaches, sinus issues, and other physical ailments.
Spiritual Connection: Deepens meditation, grounding, and connection to the divine.

I personally use Hapé before meditation or to clear any unwanted energies. Additionally, I incorporate Hapé into Kambo ceremonies. While some shamans use Hapé before Kambo, I have found it particularly effective during the process. If a client is struggling to purge, Hapé can be a helpful medicine to release any blockages and facilitate the purging process during the Kambo ceremony.

While Hapé holds tremendous benefits when used with respect and intention, there is a growing trend of it being used recreationally. Engaging with Hapé without understanding its sacred nature or proper guidance can diminish its spiritual potency and may lead to unintended consequences.

To honor this sacred medicine, it's essential to approach Hapé with respect and a clear purpose. Reflect on your intentions, cleanse your energy, and prepare yourself mentally and spiritually before each use. Remember, Hapé is a powerful tool for healing and transformation, not a recreational substance.

I am now offering 1:1 Kambo sessions. This is your chance to embark on a profound healing journey with the ancient medicine of Kambo, complemented by a comprehensive ceremonial experience.

What to Expect:
✨ Breathwork: We will begin with 30min guided breathwork session, to center and prepare your mind and body.
✨ Kambo: Then we will go into Kambo ceremony.
✨ Sananga: After the Kambo, I will invite you to cleanse your vision and open your spiritual sight with this traditional eye medicine.
✨ Hapé: Ground yourself and deepen your connection with the sacred s***f (Optional)
✨ Soundbath: I will conclude the ceremony with a soothing soundbath to integrate the healing energies.

🌟 Book Your 1:1 Kambo Session Today!
📍 Location: Epsom, Surrey
🔗 www.ayanahealing.com

Don't miss this opportunity to cleanse, heal, and empower yourself with this sacred and ancient medicine. I look forward to supporting you on your journey.

Clear & Recharge Your Chakras ✨
Harness the balanced energies of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine to cleanse and revitalise your chakra system and energy field. Feel the harmony and balance flow through you!
🌈 Benefits of Energy Clearing 🌈
Increased Mental Clarity: Free your mind from the fog and embrace sharp, focused thinking.
Enhanced Mental Health: Alleviate stress, anxiety, and emotional blockages, opening the path to inner peace.
Improved Physical Health: Relieve chronic pain and physical ailments, allowing your body to heal naturally.
Feel the energy, embrace the change, and transform your life with Shamanic Energy Healing! 🙏✨
👉 www.ayanahealing.com

Summer Bloom Women’s Circle 🌸

Join us for an intimate gathering of no more than 5 women in a serene garden setting.

🌞 Activities include:

Sunset Gratitude Exercises: Meet the sunset with mindfulness and gratitude.

Breathwork Session: Release old energies and invite new, powerful ones.

Cacao Ceremony: Open your heart and celebrate womanhood with the spirit of cacao.

Power Gazing: Connect deeply, see beyond the physical, and celebrate our feminine energy.

Sound Bath Meditation: Relax to the soothing sounds of crystal bowls and drums.

What to Bring:
🧘‍♀️ Yoga mat
💧 Water bottle
🌟 Special item for the altar
🪷 Meditation pillow
🧣 Blanket
📓✍️ Journal and pen

Embrace the magic of sisterhood and bloom with us this summer. Join our circle and let your spirit shine!

Energy exchange: £45 (£20 deposit is required)

🌿 The Power of Ceremony and Ritual 🌿

Ceremonies and rituals hold a profound power to connect us with the sacred, bringing deep healing and transformation. When approached with respect and clear intention, these sacred practices can cleanse, renew, and empower our spirits and take us to our deep unconscious repressed parts of ourtselves.

🔹 The Importance of Respect and Intention 🔹
Engaging in sacred practices without proper respect and intention can be dangerous. These rituals are not mere routines but profound acts that tap into powerful energies. Without the right mindset, one risks creating imbalance and harm.

Before participating in any shamanic ceremonies, it's crucial to take time for reflection and detoxification:

🌱 Reflect: Contemplate your intentions. Are you seeking genuine healing and growth? Ensure your heart and mind are aligned with the sacred nature of the practice.

🌱 Detoxify: Cleanse your body, mind, and spirit. It is important to drink and eat well, as clean as possible, so your vessell can be clear for the messages to come through.

By approaching these ceremonies with reverence and a clear, respectful intention, you open yourself to the true healing power they offer.

Our next upcoming ceremonies:
20th -23th June

Only few spots available!

✨ Clear & Recharge Your Chakras ✨
Harness the balanced energies of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine to cleanse and revitalise your chakra system and energy field. Feel the harmony and balance flow through you!

🌈 Benefits of Energy Clearing 🌈

Increased Mental Clarity: Free your mind from the fog and embrace sharp, focused thinking.

Enhanced Mental Health: Alleviate stress, anxiety, and emotional blockages, opening the path to inner peace.

Improved Physical Health: Relieve chronic pain and physical ailments, allowing your body to heal naturally.

Feel the energy, embrace the change, and transform your life with Shamanic Energy Healing! 🙏✨

👉 www.ayanahealing.com

Ayana Healing Addressing the root cause of physical ailments by restoring spiritual balance.

🌿 The Healing Power of Indigenous Kambo Medicine 🌿

Kambo, a traditional Amazonian ritual, is known to improve mental, physical, and spiritual health. This sacred practice has been used for generations to bring about holistic well-being and inner harmony.

Benefits of Kambo:

Physical Cleansing and Detoxification: Purge toxins and impurities from your body, boosting your immune system.

Emotional and Spiritual Healing: Experience emotional release and gain spiritual insights.

Pain Relief: Alleviate physical discomfort, including inflammation and headaches.

Enhanced Focus and Energy: Feel more energized and focused in your daily life.

Improved Mental Clarity: Gain a clearer understanding of your personal challenges and how to overcome them.

Personally, Kambo has helped me break free from patterns and habits that were weighing me down. It alleviated my gut discomfort and improved my eating habits. Most importantly, it gave me clarity about my part in these discomforts, making my healing journey easier and allowing me to step into my power and acceptance.

🌟 Join me on this transformative journey and experience the holistic benefits of Kambo. Whether you're seeking physical relief, emotional balance, or spiritual growth, Kambo can support your path to wellness.

☘️ Kambo Treatment Offer 🍀

Kambo, a traditional medicine deeply rooted in the practices of various indigenous tribes in the Amazon rainforest, particularly in Peru, Brazil, and neighbouring regions, is derived from the potent secretion of a large tree frog indigenous to the area. This remarkable substance, rich in peptides and alkaloids, holds significant cultural and medicinal importance within these communities.

The process of collecting Kambo secretion involves intricate ritual ceremonies conducted by experienced indigenous shamans. These ceremonies are characterised by profound respect and care for the well-being of the frog and its natural habitat. It's crucial to note that no harm comes to the frogs during this process; instead, it's performed with utmost reverence and mindfulness towards the ecosystem.

Kambo has gained attention beyond indigenous communities for its potential therapeutic properties. When administered, it is often applied to small burns on the skin, allowing its bioactive compounds to enter the bloodstream. Science suggest that Kambo may offer various health benefits, including detoxification, pain relief, and enhanced physical and mental well-being. However, it's essential to approach Kambo use with caution and respect for its traditional roots and potential risks.

Personally Kambo has helped me in my healing journey with my eating disorder, to gain clarity and understanding my behaviour patterns.

I am offering a discount on the treatment at the moment, if you feel called please do not hesitate to contact me! 💚

I am a fully qualified KPA Practitioner 🐸 Prior to getting my certification, I have connected and sat with the medicine many times and was guided to serve it. 🐸💚🍀

Ayana Healing Addressing the root cause of physical ailments by restoring spiritual balance.

Having personally experienced the profound impact of Kambo, I am now dedicated to sharing its transformative potential with others. Kambo saved my life by helping me break free from debilitating patterns and habits. It provided relief from gut discomfort and guided me towards healthier eating habits. Through Kambo, I gained clarity about my role in my struggles and found the strength to embrace healing and self-acceptance. I'm committed to guiding others on their own paths to empowerment and well-being through this beautiful ancient medicine.

If you feel called to experience the magic of Kambo medicine, 🐸 Visit my website, ayanahealing.com, for more information.

Step into the warm embrace of an intimate circle as we come together to celebrate the magic of the new moon in Pisces. This celestial dance heralds new beginnings and invites us to wrap ourselves in the transformative energy that accompanies fresh starts.

Pisces, a beacon of spirituality, effortlessly guides us to unlock our inner spiritual powers. In this sacred space, let us join forces to tap into the mystical essence of Piscean energy and connect with our spiritual teams. Together, we'll seek their guidance to weave the threads of manifestation for the beautiful new beginnings awaiting us.

As destiny weaves its tapestry, the new moon graces us on Mother's Day, a day to honor the divine feminine. Join us as we delve into our femininity, embracing the myriad roles that define us as women. Let waves of gratitude and self-love wash over us, acknowledging the strength and beauty inherent in every facet of our being.

In the gentle glow of this lunar energy, I will gently guide you through a potent breathwork session. Together, we will release any lingering energies that no longer serve us, creating a clear and inviting path for blossoming new chapters.

Following this, we'll open the space for a heartwarming cacao circle. Inviting the spirit of cacao to bless our sanctuary, we'll collectively dive deep into our hearts, setting intentions and weaving dreams. I'll guide you through a manifestation exercise, empowering you to shape your desires into tangible reality.

To fully immerse ourselves in the divine feminine energy we've cultivated, join me on a soul-nurturing sound bath journey. Allow the harmonious vibrations to wash over you, facilitating a profound connection with the Goddess within.

This is a small circle of a maximum of 5 women.

What do you need to bring:

Yoga Matt
Water
Blanket
Meditation cushion or pillow

Location: Epsom, Ewell KT19 7

Energy exchange: £45

You will NOT be refunded if you cancel in less than 24 hours.

2017 when I embarked on a journey to shamanism and plant medicine 🌱 I was deep in depression, fighting to find a meaning in life. Mother Ayahuasca visited me in my dream. You can read more about my journey in my other blogs.
I met Peter in Iquitos when he offered me to try Kambo 🐸 I refused, because what I have seen was not pleasant and also it was the very beginning of my spiritual journey. I remember Peter told me that I will be back and I will do great things ✨ I didn’t understand then.
Today I sit here and Peters voice is ringing in my ear!
Last year was the first time when the frog visited me in my dreams and told me that I am ready. Since that time I have never felt so centred, so balanced and sure of my journey and mission.
Next month I am embarking on a journey to become a Kambo practitioner, my aim is carry on the beautiful work that Peter has started, to reach out to souls just like me, who have this internal calling to heal, to expand and to share one of the amazing indigenous medicine that the Natives has to offer.
While I was reading his book, I felt his presence beside me! 🧘‍♀️

How beautiful this human experience truly is, some years ago, I was sitting beside this man, shocked, very new to that side of the world. Today I am on a journey to deliver healing and medicine that we all have deep in our souls.

I was not able to take a photo at that time while I was in Peru 🇵🇪 with him. But I am sharing the photo that I have found on the internet, I remember him in that little bar, with a cigarette in his hand, with a smile on his face, delivering the frog medicine to people who agreed to embark on the journey.
I added a photo of me in Peru Iquitos after I returned from Ayahuasca journey in the jungle.

Life is unpredictable, life is wild, life is what you make it to be! Keep living the dream, keep dreaming the life that you want. And maybe one day you wake up and realise that it was not a dream, it is reality ✨💞🎶

Ayana Healing

Ancestors

Today, I want to explore the significance of connecting with our ancestors and how they can help us heal generational trauma. I want to share my own personal experiences with my ancestors.
I have limited knowledge about my ancestral lineage, having grown up in a chaotic and dysfunctional family. However, there is one remarkable relationship I cherish – the one with my great-grandma. While I later learned that she wasn't my blood relative, the strong soul tie between us was undeniable. She had a profound impact on my life, even though she was 78 years my senior. She used to play with me like she was the same age as me.
When she passed away, I felt her absence deeply. I vividly remember returning from a trip abroad only to discover her passing. In my grief, I sought solace in her room. Laying my head on her pillow, I felt a gentle breeze, and I turned to see her face. Frightened, I let out a scream. I was just ten years old, I now consider this to be my first spiritual experience, an emotional farewell from my beloved great-grandma.
Years passed, and life took me down a dark path of substance abuse and other destructive behaviours. But my great grandma's presence remained, guiding me even through those turbulent times. Her influence was undeniable. Her guidance extended beyond her passing.
It was already 10 years since she passed away, one evening, amidst friends and drug use, a talent show played on TV. Louisa Johnson's 'Forever' began to play, and something extraordinary happened. Even before she started singing, I dropped my cigarette, convinced that the song was meant for me, a message from my great-grandma. I felt her reaching out to me, urging me to leave my self-destructive environment. The song had a profound impact on me, but at that time, I lacked the understanding to interpret her guidance. Little did I know that her appearance was a warning, foreshadowing a painful betrayal I would soon experience.
Throughout my troubled journey, my great-grandma remained my guardian angel. She saved me from near-death encounters, protecting me when I was at my most fragile and lost. Her mission, I believe, was to keep me safe during those tumultuous years when I had no clear direction in life, no family support, and no real friends, only others who were as traumatized as I was. I still had to learn the hard lessons, but she was there to guide and protect me. As I delved deeper into shamanism and spirituality, her presence became less pronounced. I felt that she had guided me to this point, and her mission was now complete. Nevertheless, she is still with me, I sometimes smell her medication cabinet smell linger through my nose, and I know at that moment she comes to visit me to remind me that she will forever be by my side.
Recently, I embarked on a shamanic journey, venturing into the underworld. As I descended through a tunnel, I found myself in a dark forest. Sitting down for a moment, I suddenly felt the presence of dark energy entities trying to pull me upward. I momentarily lost myself in fear, but then I remembered my teacher's words: "You have the power within you." Strengthened by this knowledge, I asserted, "I do not consent to losing my power." The entities retreated. I called upon my spirit animal because I realised that this would be a journey like no other. Guided by my spirit animal, I approached the entities cautiously, realising they were concealing something. Before I could finish asking what they held, I understood – it was a fragment of my soul. Confirming this, they revealed a newborn baby. These were my ancestors from my real father's side. My spirit animal instructed me to guide them to where all passed souls rest. Negotiating with these lost and forsaken spirits took time and energy, but eventually, they agreed to let me take them to their place of peace in exchange for a nightly candlelight to remember them. These were relatives I had never met because I had very briefly met my real father. After the shamanic journey, I spoke to my mother, and she revealed that they had taken a part of my soul when I was in her womb. My grandmother had physically abused her and attempted to harm me, as she disapproved of my mother's pregnancy and relationship with my father. This made me understand the shamanic journey that I had undertaken and delve deep into my ancestral line.
Ancestors possess a remarkable power to aid us in our spiritual journeys, especially in healing generational trauma. While they may have experienced issues, hatred, and pain during their lifetimes, it is my belief that these conflicts cease to exist in another dimension. However, if these issues are left unresolved, they can resurface in different forms. In my case it was them taking the fragment of my soul and the reason they didn’t want to give it back because they felt forgotten and hurt. All they needed was love and appreciation.
Just last week, before a ceremony, I confronted root chakra issues, prompting me to delve deep into my ancestral lineage and engage in profound healing. The journey revealed a history marked by poverty, war, and the relentless suffering of the women in my ancestral line. One ancestor had endured unimaginable torture in a Siberian political prison during times of war. I witnessed the burning of witches and the deaths of countless infants due to war and hunger. This revelation helped me comprehend the deep-seated pain I felt towards men and explained my mother's behaviour. It set me on a path towards forgiveness for her. I believe there is more to be revealed to me, but only time and patience will show what needs to be shown.
Our ancestors play a vital role in our healing journeys. Once I consciously acknowledged them, I received healing songs and prayers that I now use in my ceremonies. They have become a bridge to understanding deep-rooted trauma and pain that may otherwise remain elusive. If you feel stuck in pain that sometimes is unexplainable, it could be an ancestral pain that you are feeling, and it might be a good idea to connect to your ancestral line for some answers. Honouring our ancestors is essential, for without them, we would not exist. Their wisdom, guidance, and presence can profoundly impact our lives and provide healing, forgiveness, and self-discovery.

*A photo of me with my great-grandma

Victim Mentality
Today, I want to share a piece of my personal journey towards stepping out of the shadow of victim mentality. I hope my story resonates with those of you who may be on a similar journey.
From the very start of my healing journey, I believed I was far removed from the victim mentality. I understood that the traumas I'd experienced were not my fault, and I wasn't interested in blaming anyone or anything. To me, that felt like stepping out of the victim mentality. Little did I know that this journey had many layers yet to be peeled away.
Recently, I went to a few transformative ceremonies that opened my eyes to the concept of victim mentality. One of these ceremonies was particularly eye-opening. I was drawn to a healer whose comforting words created an unspoken connection. Slowly, I began to chase his approval and acceptance, creating scenarios in my head and living them out as if they were real. Looking back, I could see that I had unconsciously slipped into the clutches of victim mentality. I figured that victim mentality can be like a cosy hideout, especially when we're feeling vulnerable or threatened. I guess I was pretty scared of rejection or abandonment and really craved recognition.
Victim mentality sort of gives us a way to justify our feelings, and when someone offers a way out, we can easily backtrack with the excuse, "I can't do that because I'm too messed up" I had to learn this the hard way, stumbling through a path filled with failures, pain, and that heavy kind of hurt that really makes you question everything.
After the retreat I mentioned earlier, I returned home feeling raw and scattered. For those familiar with the world of plant medicine, you know how it can shatter your ego into a million pieces. As I began to ground myself and reflect on the experience, I was disheartened. I felt like I hadn't been myself during the retreat. So, I started to ponder what had transpired. After much soul-searching, it became clear that my lack of inner child healing and self-acceptance had caused me to revert to the mindset of a little girl seeking attention and approval. I was no longer seeing the world through the eyes of my adult self, and I recognised that I had once again fallen into the clutches of victim mentality.
This realisation was disheartening. It felt like I was going in circles, and I began blaming myself, my mother, and the universe, and questioning the very purpose of my existence. But in a moment of clarity, I heard a small voice within me say, "You're slipping into victim mentality again, right now." In that moment I received the teaching that helped me shift my thought patterns.
So, how do we break free from this cycle? It begins with recognising those self-sabotaging thoughts and observing them without judgment, shame, or blame. Instead of delving deep into the pain with sorrow and hate, we acknowledge it and let it flow through our being. It's not something that happens in just one attempt; it takes courage and inner strength to sit with it and do absolutely nothing. It is a process, a lesson in itself because when you start practising it, your mind will attempt to trick you. Your mind will start telling you all the things you should be doing or haven't done. However, you must find an anchor to hold onto, my anchor is my breath. Then focus on the uncomfortable feelings and sensations. You need to observe the emotion from a detached perspective to uncover the core belief behind it. Once you understand that, you can allow it to move through you and transmute it into a feeling of gratitude.
Stepping out of victim mentality is all about choosing to do things that make you feel better and elevate your spirit, even when that inner voice lists countless reasons not to. It's about recognising the power within, setting aside the traumas that have shaped us, and choosing not to make them the centre of our universe. Instead, we see them within the periphery of our lives but refuse to let them dominate our thoughts and actions. It means unpacking the parts of ourselves that have served as safety blankets and can be challenging to push aside. Ultimately, it's about uncovering who we truly are without the weight of our traumas, anger, pain, and hate. Then the question suddenly you wake up and ask yourself “Who am I?”