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in - Destiny & The Wounds of Eternal

Healing is something everyone needs, at least at one time or another. Sometimes, especially in those moments we tend to need it the most, we may even stubbornly refuse it; as ironic the truths of life often can be. I experienced my first, world-changing, Energy-Healing as a profound awakening from within, through a destined alignment of the supports of self-study within a spiritual practice, being in nature, and a personally, powerfully, ego-death-level dose of psychedelics, preceded by years of experience of working with all of these support systems, & plant medicine in general.

With both my focus & sensitivity heightened in that state, I achieved a Tan-Tien Hara-grounding (martial arts/energy healing technique) unparalleled in depth, down into the Heart of the Earth Herself, and it felt like I truly discovered The Mother Goddess for the first time, recognizing Her in all her Glory & realizing the omniscient awareness of Her, ever-witnessing Me in Mine. I felt Her Love, profoundly, supporting me with Her Life-Force Energy, rising up from my root(s), and filling me with the most profound sense of being uplifted & cherished I had never experienced before. I wept, more freely and in fuller surrender than ever in this life, perhaps even in lifetimes.

At 21 years old, nearly 20 years ago, I considered this particular awakening to be my rite of passage into manhood, delayed by many ancient-world cultures' standards, but better-late-than-never for a modern western world that had long since forgotten of such powers and principalities. 10 years of healing journey later, after discovering the root cause(s) of most immune and health issues, leading to the completely natural and total reversal of stage-4 Hodgkins lymphoma in my own body (through right [alkaline] diet, right [constructive] thinking, and right [loving] being), I am still surprisingly finding even new dimensions & challenges in the realm of Healing that I would have never even dreamed existed, despite all I had already seen.

In Astrology, a component of Ancient Yogic Sciences, the Asteroid Chiron represents the "Wounded Healer," or "The wound where The Light enters." (-Rumi). This Celestial body carries the frequency and transmission of the kinds of Healing where our personal wound becomes a gift to the world, through the reconciliation of transforming our own poison to medicine for others who carry that same ailment. Chiron was placed in Gemini, the sign of thought & communication, at the time of my birth, so even though I may have healed a heroic level of even unmentioned communication challenges in my lifetime so far, it is by no means the end of the path. Communicating all of these experiences is by far even more pregnant with my pain, because of my own limitations PLUS the highly ineffable nature of these topics. there are many blocks, beyond even my own, that show up around effectively expressing all of this with others, & I still confront them daily, despite my best efforts,

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