Alex Pierce

the rest is still unwritten🫶🏻🫦

thank you for bringing me back for volume 2 of main character energy🖤 manifesting volume 3🤭🤞🏻

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december 21, 2013
ten years ago today.
words don’t even begin to describe the emotions i’m feeling. ten years ago i lost my dad to his battle with his mental health. ten years ago was the last Christmas holiday that i could barely celebrate. the holiday season just never felt the same after that. i’m angry at myself for not treasuring the voicemails from him because i can barely remember what he sounded like anymore. i wish i didnt wear his clothes so i could remember what he smelled like. i wish we took more pictures together so i could look back on pictures of us that aren’t from when i was a baby. i wish i could talk about my dad without making people uncomfortable. it never seemed right to me that anyone else could talk about their dads but i had to stay silent so i wouldn’t kill the vibe. i feel like an imposter when i talk about him because it’s been so long that it feels like having him in my life was just a dream. i hate the fact that i get jealous when i see anyone smiling with their dad since i can’t. i’m quickly approaching the age where i will have been alive longer without my dad than with my dad. talking with people who remember him feels like a blessing nowadays since most of my thoughts are about how my dad would have loved the people i ended up surrounding myself with. i feel robbed. but at the same time at peace with the situation. my dad struggled for so long. the only thing that keeps me grounded is knowing my dad is no longer suffering. i know that i wouldn’t be who i am today without him in my life. i’ll always hope that he’ll surprise me and tell me that this was all just a bad dream and i’ll get to feel his big hugs again. i miss him so much it hurts. i love you so much daddy🖤

so so SO many things, people, and moments to be thankful for this year🥹🖤

we gave xD ^.^ :3 •.• 2013 realness especially with how much hairspray i put in my bangs

also better late than never to say thank u to everyone who made my 24th so special🖤

brenda & billy (and the pothos plant) as a scrapbook 🫶🏻🪴🍳
*spoiler pics ahead*

so grateful to have worked as the script supervisor on such a batsh*t crazy short!!!! & to have met all the amazing & talented people involved!!!🥹🖤 i love u all

day dreaming about warmer weather during this first april shower

i’d do anything for you… i’m your best friend👯‍♀️🖤

the only thing keeping me going is knowing i only have 9 days until i get to see my bestie again🫶🏻🥹

going back to new york today will lowkey have me missing texas winter temps🫣

counting down the days to halloween & when i’ll see my bestie again

had my 54 below debut &&& i performed for the first time since covid hit🥹🥹🥹 heart = full

thank you thank you thank you .mccoig 🖤🖤🖤