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"For the ones who suffer silently"

Dear,

First of all, I want to apologize for my naiveté. Ignorance ate my system, I didn't utilize my intellect, but rather I used my feelings too much.
Every time you plead for aid, be it not obvious to others but I can feel it.

I am sorry for not listening.
Every time you express your complaints and issues with me, I now understand that I did invalidate your sentiments. I didn't listen carefully; instead, I answered as if I already knew the answer and had a plan for solving your issue, even though you hadn't yet requested it. Too much altruism it may seem, but I feel ashamed. Tho all you wanted was to feel safe and heard.

I observed you stumbling your way up, trying to escape the daily challenges and hustles you were going through just to get through the day.
Yet, as I was only watching you, I was stiffed into the ground because I am a helpless and weak person. Not a congressman but you did share your sentiments with me. I am just a nobody, but you trusted me. And I was grateful.

But it was too late, you're now gone. My ears, however, can hear but not listen. Hopefully, I can change the way I was before. I WILL LISTEN MORE, INTENTLY. I'll promise you, buddy.

Rest well.

-SnailA.

You are my tattoo
Your love imprinted through mine
You have caught it right

-SnailAnn🐌

RED ROSE'S THORNS

She Conceived
We Grew Up

We Bloom In Red
Buds Will Pop

Thorns on its stem
Broke The Walls
Stung Our Gems

A Week of Ceremony
That is Full of Harmony
Symphony and Melody

Young and Wild
Soon They Will Pop
Innocence We Hide
Hormones Got Dropped

On Thorns We're Gloomy
Yearns for Safety
Roses Are Still Bloomy
Sometimes We Go Nasty

Red Rose's Thorns
You Bravely Got Torn
Here's The Newborn
Ready To Blow The Horn

-SnailAnn🐌

Noong ako'y nasa hayskul pa
Natutunan kong uminom ng beer
Okasyonal lang naman
Kumbaga paminsan-minsan lang

Istress sa buhay at sa skwela
Beer ang panglunas ko sa gyera
Paminsan-minsan lang naman
Tuwing may salo-salo't kasiyahan

Noong, tumungtong ng koleheyo
Doon naman natutunang magustohan
Magustohan ang noo'y 'di ko masikmura
Ang amoy ng kape at epekto nito sa aking gyera

Maraming assignment ang dapat isasubmit
Wala akong choice kundi ang magpalpitate
Sa kagustohang hindi antukin
Kape ay lalaklakin

Ito'y mga sakripisyo lang naman
Para sa mga pangarap na inaasam
Mga bagay na bawal sa kalamnan
Unti-unting akong pinapakalma tuwing magka-cram

Gustuhin man ko man o hindi
Pero kinakailangan
Mga bagay na bawal sa kalamnan
sa katawan
Okasyonal lang naman
Kumbaga everyday lang

-SnailAnn🐌

Puno na sana'y gabay
Ngano kaha nalumay

Sa mga puti na kulay
Sa kayumanggi ay naumay

Sa kaperasong papel ay nasilaw
Ang daang tinahak
sa kanya'y hindi na malinaw

Tinanong kung ito'y bagay
Nakalimutan ang likas na tunay

Sistema na may letrang S
Sa lipuna'y nakaka i-stress

Balanse ay nawindang
Yaman na di na mabilang

Sana'y magabayan
At nang sa ganoon ay maibahagi man lang

Ang mga perlas ng silanganan
Kamay ng mga nakakapit sa laylayan

-SnailAnn🐌

Your mind is like an ocean
Deep yet blue
Your thoughts were like metaphors
That create perceptions of hue
The surface won't tell
But the curious diver will breathe
Just to discover your shell

-SnailAnn 🐌

Bedazzled

Ohh dear Paradise
Such a beautiful Paradise

Wonder of all wonders
They'll whisper to the Wanderers

Bucks will fly
Catch it before stomach cries

Wander here, wander there
Bumping here, bumping there

Ride to forever
Ohh no is this the game over

Warmer receptions
Is this a delusion

The scarlet dyed my white hair
Heroes trying to revive the air

Chest high, chest high
Oww the expert do fly

Still, breathe it in, breathe it out
Ackkk the priests was out

Scarlet got drained
Where can we buy such red stain

Ohh dear Paradise
Such a beautiful Paradise

Strolled with bucks
Wandered by lucks

Enchanted by you
Yet slayed with thou

-SnailAnn 🐌

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Bitter gourd, I am now feeling
Feeling my own fallacy of wanting
The fantacy seems realistic
I wanted it to become a magic

I found myself gripping, not to fall
Not to fall into temptations
That can make me a villain and fool
Fool on wanting your love and affections

Your sweet smile and sweet words they were my guilty pleasures
Just like those unhealthy snacks that I used to munched
whenever I'm good, and wanting to fill my head with some cloud nine pictures

Yes, you made me feel happy
But I can't deny the fact that
I'm just drowning myself into a muddy crappy

I am now avoiding those guilty pleasures
Avoiding those guilty pleasures
Bitter gourd is now surfacing
Bitter, is what I'm now feeling...

--SnailA.

Get Over The Past... on process 🙂💚

-SnailA-

And then we're now cold
With freezing negative degree celsius
No warmth at all...

I feel strange
I missed the warmth
Coz' till now I'm freezing...
Freezing with the cold gaze of yours

-S.Ann

Easy to fall
Hard to forget
How unfair it is
Why did we met

I took the risk
Spill it out
Never been this brave before
Letting my feelings towards anyone out

Easy to laugh
Hard to smile
Still you're gonna be my friend
From the West of Nile

I know this smile I am wearing rn is still gonna be bitter
Thanks to you
You're the one who inspires me to be better

But yeah, life must go on
I must move on...

Thank you my dear friend 💙🖤

-Habibi from a far-
~SnailAnn

How to sleep peacefully?
How to sleep peacefully, without these loads of bombs inside my mind?
How to sleep peacefully, without thinking of the past mistakes that I've made?
How to sleep peacefully, without thinking the good times that we had before that day happened?
How to sleep peacefully?
Is it difficult? Do I have the right to?
How to sleep peacefully, with nothing to think but your sweet smile my dear Ali.

~Princess Jasmine's Insomnia~

By: SnailAnn

"ANAAY UBAN"

Anaay uban maayo kaayo mo amping sa mga butang,

apan dili kaantigo mo amping sa feelings sa uban.

Aduna'y uban sad nga maayo kaayo motago
anha sa imong ulo. Ug kadtu mao siya ang mipasakit sa imung kasingkasing kaniadtu.

Oo, kahibalo ko, layu ra kaayu kini sa titolo, apan mao kana ang tinuod.

Siya tua na sa uban, gibiyaan ka nga nanguban.

Apan dili pa kana mao.
Gibiyaan man ikaw, apan dili pa kana ang tapos.

Ang tapos sa imong kinabuhi halayu pa.
Samtang ikaw gaginhawa, ayaw na lang siya'g paabuta.

Lakaw ngadtu,
sa imong kalipay.
Wagtanga ang mga law-ay,
Nga sa imong nawong nagahikay.

Ayaw na siya'g paabuta,
Basin unya'g ma istress lang ka.

-SnailA 🐌.-

You're the reason why I am now coated with yellow and blue
You've made it vivid and hue
It was a perfect combination of joy and sadness
That brought me into madness
It was you
Nobody, but YOU. 💔 .

-SnailA.-

Yesterday I went to the sea
Where it was just only me
I do really enjoyed the glaze of the water that I had poured into my face
But suddenly a storm came in
The problem is, I really don't know how to swim
The waves hovered over my phase
Trying to put me some shades
I felt trapped within the sea
And it really sweeped my ease
And then again, I go back to the sea
wherever yesterday I do loved the coolness of its breeze
Though it soothes the pain which was yesterday I've gained
But it will never be the same
Because it really puts me in vain.

-SnailA.

Love is a vitamin for those who have been experiencing LOVE DEFICIENCY. 💗 You want some? 😊
-SnailA.-

Bae we're in the same frame. We're both singin' in blues. And there's no one to be blame. 💔
-SnailA.