YoungSonny

What if today was the last day you got to see or hear from me? Would it hurt?

This s**t hurts my soul cause it’s like you have your family. They look at you in a different view so they don’t really understand you. You can talk to them, but there’s just gonna be a bunch of bias speaking because they are your family. You have friends, but they don’t have time to talk to you like talking bout it. Sure, y’all may talk every now-and-then, but y’all haven’t had the time to talk to each other about anything new in life, so those talks don’t really go anywhere. So then you meet somebody, you fall in love, everything is perfect because now you have someone who you can talk to about everything with no biases. But then y’all fall out, s**t takes a turn for the worse, and you’re trying to pick up the pieces. But you don’t want anyone else. You don’t want to start over with anyone else. You don’t want to talk to anyone else. Your person is the only one you want to talk to, but you can’t because you’re not on the best terms. So now you’re just back feeling alone. Everyone has someone to talk to rather it’s family, friends, whatever, but you have no one to talk to. No one to cry to. No one to turn to anymore. And it’s fu**ed yo because you realize it’s your fault. So now you are deeper into your thoughts and feelings because you can’t release them. You can’t have a talk with anyone about them, they just eat you up inside. Your heart sinks, you mind is a blur, and your body just goes numb. You cry deeply on the inside, but you don’t show it outside. You walk around with this fake smile acting like everything is ok, when I’m reality, you just want to die. You want to un-alive yourself, but you can’t do it because you are fighting for the love back of your person, the conversations with your family and friends, the will to keep going. But the more you keep going, the more you wonder if anything is changing. Then you come to a place like this, type some s**t up like this, and people think it’s for attention or some s**t when it’s really a cry for help. But even then, no one comes to help you at all, so in the end, you just keep it bottled up inside, and let it eat at you more and more until life runs its course.

Baby I put you through a hurt because I didn’t put you first- now you’re healing- I’m by your side every step of the way- I’ll take the good, the bad, and the ugly that comes with it- you are worth it-

I swear to god I’ll never open up again…

I be wanting to be tagged in them lel love posts about the relationships 😌

FELLAS ‼️ sometimes you gotta realize you may be the problem in the relationship - they are built off emotion - turn your logic off for a minute and tend to her feelings - we forget that we hurt them too when we are caught in our emotions, and that don’t mix well with logic - I said some s**t to my soon to be wife that I shouldn’t have said - focusing more on how I was thinking instead of how she was feeling - when her feelings are involved, nothing else matters - tend to ya girl mane

I hate being unsure 😔

Black men, in all honesty, do you feel loved by black women?

I’m broken… I don’t need you to fix me, I can do that myself… I just need you to help me raise my head back up when it falls

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Good man

Violence in all of its forms is poisonous and destructive. My behavior at last night’s Academy Awards was unacceptable and inexcusable. Jokes at my expense are a part of the job, but a joke about Jada’s medical condition was too much for me to bear and I reacted emotionally.

I would like to publicly apologize to you, Chris. I was out of line and I was wrong. I am embarrassed and my actions were not indicative of the man I want to be. There is no place for violence in a world of love and kindness.

I would also like to apologize to the Academy, the producers of the show, all the attendees and everyone watching around the world. I would like to apologize to the Williams Family and my King Richard Family. I deeply regret that my behavior has stained what has been an otherwise gorgeous journey for all of us.

I am a work in progress.

Sincerely,

Will

Watch me get my ass kicked in rogue company

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When a person knows they fu**ed up, they understand that it won’t fix everything just to apologize. But if they’re doing their best to right their wrongs, let them do it. It’s a mental strain on them as well when they continue to beat themselves up for harming you and you won’t let them do anything to fix their mistakes. Don’t make a person feel like their best isn’t enough.

Guess what… I’m in love 🥰❤️🤍💜