Insanely Norml World

Out and about

Not of mind
By; (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Out of my mind,
Comes a variety of kind.
Line after lie,
lie after line.
Disguisingly blind,
a frightening time.
Taught myself right to wrong, as I grew.
Taken from what's already been you.
To tell the truth,
one must know this
to be true.

There is no sound
to silence.
Under their order, conjured
by tyrants.
The people rushing
to glimpse some violence.

It may be
the drugs
that get me
to happiness.
Or maybe
the Love
Is cause for this madness.
Swift, quick, blissfully into sadness.
Hey s**t happens,
To the best
of us.
Though just because,
You don't raise a fuss.
What is enough?
When is to much???

Happening in real time

Forever in eternity I belong
By : (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Forever is not very long.
When life is an eternity of wrong.
All mine in a mind gone.
What's this life without a heart.

Cold seclusion invests
Into the darkness of breathe.
Fear no shadow of death.
I my own am obsessed.

The less of me is the better of you.
Burden has been lifted hallelujah.
Hunched over from weightless words.
Unheard of silence screams within.

Never again give so easily,
to sin.
Happily merry after believed,
as kids.
Forever is not long at all,
when reminiscent.
Eternity with my wrongs I saw,
was I just dreaming.

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What its become
By: (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Head spun as I twirl,
off the bowl.
Laid before me unfurls,
eviction of soul.
Demons grasp and burrow,
hearts flame cold.
It's a whole new world,
living your own.

Secluded retrospective in need.
Simple but to directly in me.
Shakily hesitant what's to be seen.
Sadly expected a better self than me.

Though no cries, maybe groans.
Tears all dried, there are no more.
My best I try, up from the floor.
I'll be just fine, won't ever mourn.

Eyes wide to the subtlety,
of anger.
Flawed and made frivolously,
into his stranger.
High favor and gifted ability,
to calm danger.
Lost alone the very epitome,
tequila shots no chaser.

Slicing the wrists
By: (Insanely NoRmL)

Suppressed emotional,
mess of a being.
Thoughts sway to and fro,
round and round.
Undress from the love,
once known.
Commercial antics convince,
needing, seeing, what
I am believing.

Caress my scars, trace my pain.
Hardened, secure and forgotten.
My days, my heart and rock bottom.
Left to restart, tormenting shame.
Good, bad , right maybe wrong.
Connect the dots on this life's song.
Colors becoming numbers ago so long.
Today the same for the slave unknown.

Silent quietness whispers,
truth to be told.
Meditative state or comatose,
mind amazingly shows.
Binding eyes branded close,
appears the lost soul.
Over the edge under the ground,
addictions fighting alone.

Pursed lips awaiting deaths kiss.
Deliriously insane they be claimed.
Jewishly enslaved we all became.
Worldly watching history amidst,
Human worth to be measured unfair.
Most none dare, interfere, to scared.
Not I, don't care just well aware.
Nightmares grow more if you stare.

( InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Waiting to up...

Looking in my reflection.
By; (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Once I lost my mind.
I found it in the darkness.
Selfishly about mine.
Though never f$ #& yours.

Irritated to madness,
can't speak.
Going on bad habits,
won't even listen.
Naturally been a savage,
closed eyes to see.
Confidence I'm an addict,
quite unique to speak.

Born from a torn youth.
Mom and pop doing,
what they shouldn't do.
Life changes... Keep moving.

Hastily hungover for tomorrow.
A different day, same way.
28 hours a day, 12 days a week.
Well there goes sleep.
Some sick twisted foreplay.
Whose time today is borrowed?
His,hers..mine,yours.. ours????

Talking to myself
By; (InSaNeLy NormL)

Every past is a gate to,
you.
Every mask used as,
proof.
Every chance considered,
misused
Every path has it's,
own truth.
Another day with a stuffy,
night.
None sleep with closed, sown
eyes.
Tried the part of conformitive,
lies.
Truth when told is falsely,
realized.
Can not live with any regrets.
No remorse of course is best.
Heartless grew into this mess.
Lost my mind deep within us..

( InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Just got done with ab workout

Best description I have
By;( Insanely NoRmL)

Fluttering butterflies,
as if a young crush.
Can't be, no way,
to old to have a crush.
Clarity conveys the absence.
Enibriation engulfed who was.
Reflection revisits regrets.

A smile just at the thought,
of words spoken so soft.
Remembering her touch,
brought longing for such.
Idle dreams in,
forever after.
Filled memories with,
our laughter.
Meant to be is,
our next chapter.

Out from the depression,
of darkness.
Out from the twirling, twisted,
of my sadness.
Out from the disguises,
of habits.
Happiness twitches my heart.
Honesty twines my words.
Heart beats ever so rapidly.
Hope twinkles again these eyes.

Shattered any that of me.
Spoken words no remorse.
Did my best to rehearse,
Into a life of any worth.

(Getting it out of me)
By: Insanely Norml

You never fall out of Love.
Only pretend that it was never enough.
Consumed by the pain,
Of actually giving it up.
Where did we go wrong?
How did I break this bond?
Alone in my head, driving me insane.
This man is now far gone.
Happiness yet again eludes me.
Perhaps may not be worthy.
A different day, though still feel the same.
Sadness like before I've never seen.

Chilling having a few brews with my partner... You know what time it is.

Shaved the beard. Now ready to mingle.

Anywhere but "no way"
By; InSaNeLy NORML

How can you right the wrongs,
You see on her face?
Scared to stay in an uncharted place.
Was so f$ # in love before,
Even knowing what to say.
Now a loss for words imagining "no way".

Yeah, plentiful were the lies,
however bright white.
Misguided blind from tongue twisted eyes.
Screwed incepted conception,
Mentally insane infused to I.
Now lost in misery world can't see "no way"

How can I write my wrongs,
Can't even remember my face.
Frightened just to say whom you are today.
Was so f$ # in love this day before,
Even knowing those last words on replay.
Now lose the love in life, F$ #@ that "no way".

This is why)
By: (Insanely Norml)

You asked "Why am I this".
You say that I am that.
I've become self conscious.
I lost how to laugh.

This is why...

What seems so long a memory.
The honey taken and tasted.
Distance reasons logic.
Words spoken from empty hearts.

This is why...

We've accepted to become miserable.
Failing miserably at knowing love.
Selfishly teasing the other.
Consciously tortured loveless hearts.

This is why...

You deserve what's best.
Not every day less to less,
Yourself. Stressed and a mess.
You asked why, so now I confess.

This is why...
We should break up
May, God bless.
I wish you the best....

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You ask why am I this.
You say that...

Spent a month taking it easy... You know.. Drinking, munchies eatin, no exercising.
Gained a good 20 pounds. Ha, wtf???
I'm bout to put my fitness routine s #!@ to the test.